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Friday, October 12, 2007

He says:jus wanna tell u tt..
He says:from tt day when u msg me tt i hv no chance for 2 times, one time in sch another in hp, and once not telling me if i hv any chance on the third time due to maybe u don wanna hurt me and last time upon telling me tt u hv someone tt u like is in ur company when u're in singapore, i somehow know it's not possible for me to even get close to u... and telling myself to become ur fren and knowing ur happening events tt u hv in ur life is enough or content... i don't why.. somehow no matter wat i still hv a likening for u... and i wanted to wait for three years after to prove to u tt i'm a guy which u could depend on... but it's seems tt u hv someone u like... and hopefully he wun do anything to hurt u, and if he does... i could say other than ur bro would stand out for u... i'll be the other guy who do tt too... As for the present, i'll still send it.. coz i told myself to honor every of the word which i say to u and i do hope to send u a christmas present which u like.. i don know wat to write anymore... wat's gonna happen between us, let nature take course...
He says:and hopefully we could drop each other msg at times when we're free to tell us tt we still do rmb abt u or me..
He says:i don't know wat to write anymore but to hope tt u're always happy...
I msn him telling him to give up on me because i already have someone in mind and hope he will find someone soon.This is just so sad but i really cannot make myself to like him because i don't like him more than a friend( at least this i am pretty sure for now) and i don't think it is right for me to leave him hanging down there...This is something i cannot help it and there is no better solution for such stuff.I realise i have being letting down guys all my life...maybe i'll get bad karma or something like tat.I had a conversation with ryl ryl yesterday night.
ps( sidetrack....i think $530 for that mickey mouse dmob 900 is FAR TOO EX!!!!!!!!!!!!)

meow meow :
i told ivan yesterdya tta i like someone n ask him to give up on me
meow meow :
n i will understand if he dun wnana give me the hp anymore
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lollllllllllll
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eh what's the point if he knows anyway
meow meow :
i dun wan him to think tat i am giving him a chance by accepting his gift
meow meow :
cuz a few days ago my nick was like say u love me tat kind
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nono, i mean he ask who is the guy, but so what if he know who is the guy lol
meow meow :
den he reply if it makes u feel better i say i love u..but if u find it disgusting den can ignore me ..bb
meow meow :
ohh anyway i anyhw lie to him one
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omg
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meow meow :
i dun have anyone in mind
meow meow :
yeaaa wen he type tat...dat's wen i realise i must make things stright to him
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yeaa i thought so but he's still like don wanna give up
meow meow :
especailly he seems so happy n excited wen i am going back for holidas and how much effort he put in to find tat phone for me and the amt of money he spent
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meow meow :
yeaaa
meow meow :
i think four years is really too long already
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*sigh* den now after you talk to him he's still like not giving up?
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omggggggggggggg
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i've decided to put my experience out for everyone to see...Guys falls into these caterogery..or at least those that i've meet
1) like u but refuse to come close to you..in fact will hurry run opposite direction if they see u
2)face saver ...die also dun wanna admit tat they like u but do everything to show they like u
3) cannot get u den cut off all contact and make it it's ur fault ur lost
4)reject still hang on
5)always waiting patiently and quietly for an opportunity
6)more normal ones are tried ->failed->move on->still friends
7)pending kind
8)not very serious...go after u for the sake of having a gf or think u r nt a bad choice so just try lo
9) become stalkerish or obsess with you
As you see i am kinda feeling jaded already....bad things happen to me and i need to vent it out..guys really cannot make it!!!They should meditate on higher level stuff....I have carefully select the best song of all to meditate( http://service.5k3g.com/BizMMS/MMSSend.aspx?type=tring&id=10203&uid=10936 ) This should up up my good karma level...

Y 12:53 PM