Monday, September 24, 2007
ppl if u want me to continue blogging...leave some comment..it's getting increasingly boring..
Y 6:35 PM
Due to popular demand....ok actually just one( cheryl ) i decided to post up how i look.I dunno why they say i look slimmer but i seriously don't think so...and no everyone i did not slim down due to stress of homework.In fact i have not being doing much.....i ought to stop procrastinating....
Y 6:11 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Wah i think i have officially gone mad!!!!!!!! i am actually listening to thishttp://service.5k3g.com/BizMMS/MMSSend.aspx?type=tring&id=10195&uid=10936 and i discover it brings me joy.I gotta close that darn ie window.Ok i better go watch some jap drama now
Y 7:15 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
Ok it's 2.38am now and i am still not in bed...I have spend almost half of the day fidgting and another half of the day trying to get my internet protocol week 1-6 powerpoint slides in my head.I can say that am only half successful.Argh it's my mid year tomorrow and i am dead ashamed of myself for not studying earlier..It's like i always always procrastinate.Although i could most probably do more revision tomorrow morning ( the exam is at 5pm) but suddenly i feel so tired.I think i have being thinking a lot about issues that it drain my energy away.I can't freakin concentrate on my studies which is very very wrong.Because my motive in here is to study and get good grades.Not to indulge in some lame friendship crap that has to do with i-think-he-likes-me-but-is-giving -up.It's a waste of my time and energy and effort.It took me almost three weeks to realise that but enough is enough.Only i can stop myself, only i can make myself happy again.No matter what others say or do, if i subconsciously choose to be miserable, i will be.Besides i have not being getting answers from them so i shall not overly think about it.Sometimes i can be terribly pessimistic that in the end i realise i am just causing pain for myself.It is really really stupid.
And everyone being telling me just let them approach me,there is nothing more you can do,just do nothing about it.It took me some time but yea i do realise it is true.So yea =)Anyway was showering just now and i realise that i could have being in japan three days later if it wasn't for my darn assignment.And i felt so sad for missing that.Do you know how much i miss japan.Hey!! maybe i can go after tuesday( my mid year for operating system)...ok nvm!! my sister just sms me and say it is too late to get a tix now. =( wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i should plan in advance la!!! I am going to slap myself for some time!!!Stupid stupid stupid!Plssssssssssss god plsssssssssssss let me go...if i could i will be a good student ..i swear plssssssssssss i never want something that much.plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
okkkkk great my sister just reply and said tix need a week to process.i shall put my evil plan to rest now.
i am far too depressed to continue this entry....good night my lovely readers while i go dream of tokoyo.Oyasuminasai!!!!
Y 12:37 AM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
It was the riverfest yesterday.When to watch a spectacular display of fireworks that lasted for about 30 min.We went to Wen's rooftop to watch it with like bbq meat and bread and alcohol.Didn't really eat much cause it's all meat.And the lovely cookies and cream ice cream was untouched cause we kinda forget about it.Boo hoo to my lovely rainbown sprinkes, ice cream cone and the bulls cookies and cream ice cream..Ahahahhaha.When i reach the place i realise that it was simply not enough to be shared around cause i thought it's just going to be me,lisa,bw,jan,rio,den,kenny,jason and wen.So i bought just a 2 liter tub ice cream.But apparently there are like other people that is wen's hsemates and friends that i didn't know.XD.They close the goodwill bridge and story bridge for preparation of the fireworks and it is so major that they have the channel 7 ( one of the major tv station) to do a live report on it.My favourite was like the heart shaped fireworks.And i so hate myself for not bringing my digital camera with me.Argh i swear i did a mental note to bring but i just didn't.
So after that i don't wanna go home so soon so me and den wen to wen's frd's party.It is a maskin road and it's in a queenslander house and everyone there is like caucasian.So i do feel kinda out of place and they switch off the lights in the place and put only candles around.So the whole place is like very dim.And i drank like three glass of wine( according to den) and i think suddenly i felt so high and drunk that the room is like spinning and i juz can't walk straight.I vomitted like three times or so i think and i said a lot of gibberish stuff.Ugh i wonder what i said.I ask den about it and he said i said nothing but i don't think that's the truth.And i think i called bw or bw called me?I don't know but i hope i did not say anything weird.I am going to ask him later if i said anything weird.I really hope not la.And so i sleep over at den's place and he is really nice and lovely to let me have his bed while he sleep in the living room.I think i was breathing very hard and shivering so he thought i had some alcohol intoxication.Haha so well the bottom line is always drink when u are with someone can trust and/or someone who has a car too.
So i wake up now with a very very very slight headache and no hangover.In fact i wake up at 9am today.Not bad rite?Hahahahha.This is like my first experience in drinking and drunk and all that which is really not as bad as i thought.
Ok i got to start studying now...Tata
Y 11:18 AM