Friday, August 24, 2007
Sometimes i feel like that green skittles...Surrounded by people but nonetheless a bit lonely..Sometimes..................
Y 10:57 AM
I ought to stop being so guarded.....Ugh btw it has being raining for days and my gap shoe has be reduced to a soft squashy state....and i think it stinks!!!
The rain is suppose to be really good for brisbane especially there's a water drought.And it has become increasingly cold these days because of it.Yet oddly enough i think i have kinda become accustom to it.In fact i am always out with my shorts.
Did i mention that i am growing italian parsely.
According to the research i did online it takes about two weeks for sprouting.I hope i have the green fingers for it to grow.It would really be uber cool cause ever since my cactus committed suicide from my window, this is the only time i tried to grow something again.I was actually quite devasted to see my cactus go..But that was about 2 or 3 years ago..I even bought glitter glue pen to decorate my pot.I realise nail art is almost impposible to sustain if you have to wash plates everyday.I shall change to french manicure.
I went back to the school library to study.Although the work done is minimum, but i think it is a good start and i have decided to go back there if time permits me again.I think i can concentrate better.I've borrowed a few books from the library for my four unit.And surprisingly i feel excited when i borrowed good book( meaning easy to understand and eleborate enough).Surely this is a sign of hardworkingness...It is not too late to start now...I will have a lot of assignments and exams soon so this is a good period to get everything together before all that.My mum is really funny.I talk to her on the phone a few days ago and she said if i ever want to come back halfway and give up my studies, she has already think of a brilliant idea on how to pacify my sister and my relatives.Seriously what the hell...Do i look so lousy??Okkkkk fine that i am lazy and all but still...i have my serious moments( which is like right now) so eat your heart out!! Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Don't worry and don't be jealous of my sudden enlightenment...U can do it too!!!Ahhhahahha sorry for the indulgence but yeaa i only get this once in a blue moon so let me bask around the sense of achievement for a while can!
Oh yea i am sharing my room with a new girl.She is 18yrs old and from indonesia.She is like hardworking cause i always see her doing revision and plus she works part time at nandos( some fast food resturaunt).And surprisingly she smokes which shows that not all people smokes are badass.Like my another new housemate( the one from malaysia) he smokes and clubs but he is a nice person and we are on the same wavelength.We always have a lot of late night chats and we crap at the same level too.He is also the same person that lend me his handphone.She is really nice and we kinda can get along and she isn't stuffy about rules and neatness which is all the better.And imagine the amount of money i can save.Hahah in fact i have being doing mini shoppings here and there ever since and plus i find myself not scrimping on food and stuff anymore.So in all i am really fortunate to have such great housemates.I won't change them for anyone.
Let's see on yeah i dye my hair red so no more that blonde look.Hahahah but i bought a blonde hair dye juz in case i am sick of red hair.....
Oh yea i have this friend he lives at West End( which is not very far away from my place) and someone broke into his house and took his keys.Luckily he was at the toliet when it happen so he discover it in time.So i think he hafta change his lock and keys.His house it's like kinda like this.
So it is really unsafe cause people can jus kick the door and it'll give way.Plus i heard that West End is kinda unsafe to live in cause there are like gang activities around.So well these are the moment that i feel lucky living in an expensive but absoulately safe environment.
Hahaha i will tell you guys more about Ekka at the next entry...
Did i mention that i am growing italian parsely.
According to the research i did online it takes about two weeks for sprouting.I hope i have the green fingers for it to grow.It would really be uber cool cause ever since my cactus committed suicide from my window, this is the only time i tried to grow something again.I was actually quite devasted to see my cactus go..But that was about 2 or 3 years ago..I even bought glitter glue pen to decorate my pot.I realise nail art is almost impposible to sustain if you have to wash plates everyday.I shall change to french manicure.
I went back to the school library to study.Although the work done is minimum, but i think it is a good start and i have decided to go back there if time permits me again.I think i can concentrate better.I've borrowed a few books from the library for my four unit.And surprisingly i feel excited when i borrowed good book( meaning easy to understand and eleborate enough).Surely this is a sign of hardworkingness...It is not too late to start now...I will have a lot of assignments and exams soon so this is a good period to get everything together before all that.My mum is really funny.I talk to her on the phone a few days ago and she said if i ever want to come back halfway and give up my studies, she has already think of a brilliant idea on how to pacify my sister and my relatives.Seriously what the hell...Do i look so lousy??Okkkkk fine that i am lazy and all but still...i have my serious moments( which is like right now) so eat your heart out!! Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Don't worry and don't be jealous of my sudden enlightenment...U can do it too!!!Ahhhahahha sorry for the indulgence but yeaa i only get this once in a blue moon so let me bask around the sense of achievement for a while can!
Oh yea i am sharing my room with a new girl.She is 18yrs old and from indonesia.She is like hardworking cause i always see her doing revision and plus she works part time at nandos( some fast food resturaunt).And surprisingly she smokes which shows that not all people smokes are badass.Like my another new housemate( the one from malaysia) he smokes and clubs but he is a nice person and we are on the same wavelength.We always have a lot of late night chats and we crap at the same level too.He is also the same person that lend me his handphone.She is really nice and we kinda can get along and she isn't stuffy about rules and neatness which is all the better.And imagine the amount of money i can save.Hahah in fact i have being doing mini shoppings here and there ever since and plus i find myself not scrimping on food and stuff anymore.So in all i am really fortunate to have such great housemates.I won't change them for anyone.
Let's see on yeah i dye my hair red so no more that blonde look.Hahahah but i bought a blonde hair dye juz in case i am sick of red hair.....
Oh yea i have this friend he lives at West End( which is not very far away from my place) and someone broke into his house and took his keys.Luckily he was at the toliet when it happen so he discover it in time.So i think he hafta change his lock and keys.His house it's like kinda like this.
So it is really unsafe cause people can jus kick the door and it'll give way.Plus i heard that West End is kinda unsafe to live in cause there are like gang activities around.So well these are the moment that i feel lucky living in an expensive but absoulately safe environment.
Hahaha i will tell you guys more about Ekka at the next entry...
Y 9:34 AM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I did a tarot reading online cause i was kinda depress about it...it bothered me for quite a while but hey i think it really did hit the spot....anyway i made up with him kinda...and we decided to let nature take it's course..and if we aren't closer friends then before then so be it..FRIENDSHIP - The World
THE WORLD AND FRIENDSHIP: A new cycle begins and all those friends who have not grown as you will be left behind. Don't be sorry for that; it is the best thing that could happen. In the end, you'll see that what remains is the best. New friends that will cause you happiness will appear.
Y 9:37 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
It has being sucha long time since i updated...being busy playing and well not really with studies.But! I have turn over a new leaf since yesterday onwards.I even went back to the school to do my enterprise system (sap workbook).I aim to finish the whole book by this coming week...if i do well i would have a confirm 20% of my total grade.I hope to get high grades for this module because well let's face it, it's the easiest among all.The rest are total killer like linux,tcl, c#....gosh for the 1st time in my life ( ok scrape that like 5th time or so) i am truly worried about my result.
The lectures are going at such a fast pace that if u miss it, that's it.Although the class time are like 3 hr , max 4 hr per day but clearly you need to devoted a lot more time to understand and researching.It's getting a bit overwhealming already and we've got heaps of assignments and soon exams.I think i can jolly kiss good bye to my japan tokoyo trip.I so wanna go but i dun wanna do badly for my school.It would totally defeat the purpose of coming all the way here and the sacrifices i had( like crackle skin, being lost in the city almost everyday,paying off things like i nv did before,enduring sm irritating person( t),eating my own disgusting cooking,the risk of being an overweight gross female,suffers from winter rashes,having to take care of myself,having to leave my family,ahbudian and friends behind).So yes! I DECIDED TO PAY ATTENTION TO MY CLASS EVERYDAY..READ THROUGH THE POWERPOINT SLIDES BEFORE I GO CLASS,DO REVISION EVERY WEEK.ok i think i just motivate myself already and i feel that surge of wanting to study already.Hohoho IN FACT TO SURPRISE U GUYS I AM GOING TO STUDY FOR TOMORROW'S MODULE RIGHT AFTER THIS ENTRY...i bet u wanna pinch urself for not believing this right..go on! it's not a dream......i've turn over a new
leaf.
I made some new friends over here...well ok not really made but become closer to some not so close friends that i had intially...As usual they are all guys...i dunno why but the girls don't really like come and talk to me and you know i am mostly sitting down there waiting for people to approach me.I went over to their house for dinner on friday night.In the morning we went to have dim sum which is kinda nice but oily...Anyway i could only eat like red bean pancake,fried squid tentacales,egg tart and those kiddy stuff.Not that i am complaining but i do feel bad cause the rest of the guys felt bad bringing me to sucha unfriendly seafood place.They were saying that hopefully i don't mind and i had fun eating and yes i do enjoy hanging out with them and all.In fact if i don't i wouldn't wanna show them my place or like go to their house for dinner and to clubbing with them.They are just really nice people that cares about me.They always make sure i feel welcome and like try to compromise for my sake.Like when i went to their house to have dinner, they didn't know i was like quite strict vegetarian as in the sense that i don't even touch any food that has any meat cept seafood.So they had this mushroom and chicken dish and they ask if i could eat the mushroom and leave out the chicken and i said nopez.SO that means i could only have the vegetables( which they say they had kinda cook especially for me) and the bean sprout.Then i told them mmm this bean sprout taste good( and i was chewing it going to swallow that kind) and BW ask me do i only eat seafood and i said yea cept prawns cuz i am allegic to it.Then suddenly R screams and said that bean sprout has prawn paste fried with it.Den J was like asking me to spit out the beansprout.And BW and J was like snatching my plate away from me asking me to get a new plate cause it has being contiminated by the bean sprout dish.In confusion and like shock from all the commotion and screams i had from them, i immediatelly spit out the bean sprout...and R's sis gave me a cup of water to wash down watever that has remain in my mouth...And i told BW and J the rice was ok and they were like nonono u better go get a new plate and rice.As a result i could only have the vegetables for dinner...not that it isn't nice but i would love to eat the bean sprout cause it tasted so nice.But i am too shy to tell them prawn paste is ok after all the commotion.....Actually i am still quite confuse by the whole incident..hahah i miss my bean sprout.....
So after that they had like alcoholic drink they mix like vodlka and ginger ale together or smthing like that.I wasn't interested in it at all and i told them it taste bitter so i dun bother.den D got me a glass of sweet wine which he says it's really sweet and nice and i actually say it's alrite dun bother.but he did all the same and i tasted a bit which yeaa it was sweeter than usual wine but still have it's bitterness so i left it and pour myself a glass of ahem pepsi...
After gossiping and taking some grp photo and waiting we hit the club at about 11pm plus in a maxi cab.That's the first time i took a cab in aussie.I've always heard HORRIBLE stories on how expensive the cabs here are and the meter jumps as fast as ur heartbeat.But i guess it was quite ok to share among like 9 people...I guess D and J didn't wanna drive their car so yeaaa we took the cab.It was quite fun cuz the cab was like a mini van and each seat had it's seatbelt.
Ok so we went into renji which is like an asian club??? i dunno but boy i see like 99% asian in there.Me and another group of friends actually tried to enter but cause i forget to bring my passport along with me the rest was quite nice not to go in too and leave me behind.So went in and everyone was dancing or drinking.The guys totally went crazy and was like drinking like there's no tomorrow and dancing like as if they need to shake off 50 kg in that night.And i was like standing there like a piece of stone and looking lost( cuz too many people are moving, and the music is like loud so it goes thump thump thump) and i think i felt a bit dizzy after like drinking half a bottle of some alcoholic drink( they keep persuading me to that i hafta if nt they might give me some shots and totally knock me out) and they try to make me dance but yeaa i insist on posing down there XD.so they got really high n crazy.But i am really glad BW stick by me the whole time cause i guess he is kinda caring and nice.But i think maybe he does kinda like me.Anyway i think the rest of the guys was like making fun of me and him.Then BW walk me home which is really nice of him to do although i insisted that it was perfectly ok for me to walk back home myself.So we had a nice chat by the river till quite late and i invited him up to my place for a cup of hot water since it was like so cold.And POOR HIM he hasta walk all the way back home( which is like really far from my place to his) after sending me back.So i feel like i own him something especially since he has being listening to all the complain i had towards T.In fact he and the rest are like really concern about me that they say if i ever face any trouble or if i ever need someone regarding T's issue, i can always go look for them.I mean it makes me feel a bit bad because all i plan to is to complain to BW about T but not till the extend that i wanna make them dislike T ( but anyway they say they don't because of me so well that's great).But i guess i spoke too loud and they were too curious about this issue that like a few came and ask me.But i don't really wanna spread cause i don;t think it is going to be quite fair towards T.All i need is to complain that's all.Ok so R sms me like dead in the middle of the night at about 3 plus am asking me if i would like to go Ekka with them.Ekka is like a big carnival or rather event that there's gonna be a lot of rides and shows and animals and all.I am excited about it cause i think it going to be something that singapore never had.it's almost like going to a countryside carnival.Maybe i'll even get to see the biggest pig or something like that..You know like charlotte's web.Hahahhaha....But i heard it's going to be real crowded so well i'll be bringing my camera and posting the pictures online for u guys to see.
haha ok ok i got to go study now....will update real soon...
Y 3:46 PM