Saturday, February 25, 2006
The following is just a rant from me to leonard y.j.f:You sucks to the core because you have gone too far this time.How dare you ask me to go tennis today(10.30am) and sms me only at 12.30pm saying you just woke up and your alarm didn't ring.How dare you dismiss this as a small thing by saying hahahaha at least there are others there to play wif u=).How dare you even reply back :i din't even tok u call me to shut up when i ask you to shut up!!!.How dare you not apologise for your wrong doings.How dare you not show any remorse!How dare you show me that heck care attitude.I have always try to understand you and see things from your point of view.You said we are close friend but sorry i don't think so at all.Either you are lying or u you have a weird defination of close friend.Either way it is not acceptable for me.I help you whenever you requested me to do so( except for those really trival stuff).I have being more of a friend than you could ever possibly be.Too many broken promise already my dear friend.This friendship is not meant to be because i can't stand you anymore.So i am walking away from your life.Everything is far too late now.Goodbye.ps( i am not a petty person and this is definately not the only thing you did.But this incident is definately the last straw)
Y 11:23 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Oh gosh i think kim and geraldine is like soooooooo attractive(at least to me now).I just think that girls who are like very guyish are very attractive.Like there is a sorta charm that revovles around them.But so far i have not like any girls that are like lesbian in real life.
Gosh i wonder if i am bi subconsciously.But i don't think so i mean i like them and think about it but if some les is to ask me i don't think i'll agree.For now i'll be crazy and all without much care.Kim and Geraldine(either one can do) you are really attractive....MUACKS!!!oh god i'll be in deep trouble if this get's out..haha
Anyway i don't understand leonard.He claims to treat me as his close friend but seriously i doubt so.Cause it's like i ask him to help me hold on to my bag will i tie my hair and he says ask justin to take lar.What the hell.How selfish can that be.All his little actions makes me ponder and i tried to compromise and understand him but he is being so difficult.
I am going to take my first step in driving soon.My basic theory test is like at march and honestly i am a bit worried.Don't know why.And guess what i fail my maths this really sucks because then this time is like my last chance to pass if not i'll not get my diploma.My mum is paying to let me go to um tuition class i think i need that cause i am simply not motivates enough to study on my own.I virtually slap myself for this.
I can forsee it's going to be a miserable year and busy one for me(drama,tennis,fyp,pp,studies,math,driving,friends).Sighhhhhh
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Y 8:12 PM
