Sunday, May 28, 2006
Well well i would never know you think this way about me.But thank lord(if there is one) for the person who showed me your blog.Well really i am disgusted with you.You think you are so good in every aspect.But no! You are one of the grossest people i've ever met.Luckily i have nothing to do with you.I don't even recognise you in my class man.
And about stella you sucks.It's your problem now.So don't come crying to me when shit happens to you.Cause you will just be a hi bye friend for me.
I actually have loads to complain but it's a bit pointless since i don't care about both of you guys.So don't blog about me and i will leave u alone like usual.Thanks for respecting that.
Y 11:05 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
This is really depressing.I only realise it gone when i reach my room from school.Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.It's a pretty pair of nice gorgeous earing...Sighhhh
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Y 10:32 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
I am feeling random now so I shall type random things1)there are some people that are just with u as long as you keep deep contact with them and once you don't both of you drift apart fast without feeling much pity from each side.But then again there are some friends that you don't have to see everyday or talk everyday but somehow between both of you,they know everything is stil alright.
2)People who have sex before marriage aren't necessary bad people.They are just passionate people that are into a relationship.I think whether a person is bad or not it has to depend on if they did in into a relationship or just causually around.
3)I've truly learn not to judge a book by it's cover.People who seems not might be yes and vice versa.It's hard to say safely that at one look you are certain he/she is what you think they are.
4) I am shock to hear that a lot of people aren't virigins nowadays and nobody really care to be one before marriage.But nonetheless i am keeping to my faith...no sex before marriage..decided on this when i was primary six and still holding on to that.
5)There are some people that will never know what they are missing till they lost it.And neither will they treasure the ones that are always avaliable for them.Thus i am giving two guys attitude now because they earn that from me
6)People always bully the weak ,weird looking,unpopular or slackers.I might dislike slackers but at least i don't bully them.I might not talk to them in class but i do not degrade them in any manner.I judge my classmates too soon.Ok they might not be tom cruise or brad pitt but they are nice people and smart people.I have so much to learn from them and am humbled by their presence.I am glad i have't lose the ability to see goodness in everyone.
7)I hope that as i grow older i can still keep up with the faith i had year ago or even month ago.
Y 11:41 PM
Words Of Wisdom
Just leave them mesmerised, give their eyes a picture to play with,And you will be so surprised at how much you can get away with!Long as you're lookin' good!
Y 12:28 AM
Monday, May 22, 2006
I deleted what i wrote above before i regret it in the future cause it's really silly to write about them like them.and i did something i sorta regret.i told this friend of mine about the guy i used to fancy.oh well i just hope she'll keep it entirely to herself.
Btw OMG MY FRIENDS ARE LIKE IN LOVE OR IN A RELATIONSHIP(AT LEAST MOST OF THEM ARE)LIKE SUDDENLY EVERYONE MAN.IT'S THE MATING SEASON MAN.EVERYONE LET'S CELEBRATE FOR LOVE AROUND THE AIR.WOOT WOOT WOOT(blow whistle)(dances around)(play music).But i am really happy for them cause they are happy thus i am happy too.You know how joy can rub on each other hopefully with a bit of love luck too.
Y 9:59 PM
I've decide to trust horoscope a bit more.Have being checking out horoscope of people i care about.Mmmm actually that not very true.Ok fine i admit.I've only being checking horscope of the two guy i fancy.Cannot is it!!It's a white lie k.
But anyway i realise i can't really click with cancerian people.Ok you see i have this three close cancerian friend but as the months go by they are sorta like more and more weird to me.Not in the sense they are pervertish or whateverso but just that can no longer click.If you asked me why this sudden thought.It isn't quite suddenly.It's more like over the months it build up more and more till it's starting to burst out within me.They are too emotional that i can't handle it.It's good to be emotional cause that means you feel about issues but overly really kills.Firstly these issues are so yesterday.I've spent my year one and year two going back and fro to these problems,trying to find a win win solution to it.But actually there can be no win win situation to issues as such.Just four very different people trying their best(actually it's one against three) to stay through together.But you see i am so different from them that no matter how hard we try to compromise our real character will still surface when the going get's tough.I'm facing this more and more with them.It really became a point where whether there are there or not it doesn't matter much.Not that i despise them or whatever but they don't matter that much to me.I can don't talk to them the whole day and i don't feel that absence in my heart.Last time as recent as year two i'll feel this loneliness if i don't talk to them at all or don't meet them at lunch.But now i don't feel that.In fact it's pretty nice to just have lunch with cheryl.It's quiet and quality lunchtime.Not that it isn't quailty enough with the rest of them but it's different.
I admit that i was too harsh and honest with today's conversation but that is exactely what i feel.I mean to walk out of a bad relationship is to face it in a realistic way and not idealise it too much.So i quit trying.There was a time when if you guys said all these to me i would have leap to mars in joy.But it's really a tad too late my lovely friends.
You see if you guys don't tell me much the gap would of course be there and oh please don't expect me to read the blogs and automatically understand what you are talking about.Because i am left too far behind that i can no longer make sense of anything much.Besides what's up with the secret blogs too and the constant changing of blog add that i can never stay ahead of you guys.This is all too bizzare.You guys write in blog and then i read the blog and then i ask what is wrong and then you reply about the same thing as you've written in the blog.So you see in the end nothing make sense(of course am not talking about the context of the blog).
Sorry if i had make anyone sad or cry or negative or unhappy(wait sad n unhappy is the same rite)or anything bad(bad n negative is the same too rite).Cause it is not my intention to do so.
Y 9:22 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
You! Stop talking bad about me.No matter what you do i'll still dislike you.In fact the more you do the more i dislike me.Stop creeping me out.I treat you with fair amount of kindness and you twisted it.Very well then I shall do as i please towards you from now onwards.Do you have any idea that i get creep out when i see you.Just makes me wanna run the opposite direction.I can't no longer force myself to smile when i see you anymore.Stop trying to check me out.Last but not least.Get a life without me please.Thanks!
Y 11:40 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
I will blog soon...maybe later or maybe a few days time.....
Y 3:40 PM
Please do not read my blog if i have not given you the permission to do so.It's an intrusion of privacy.People if you have read my blog please tag.Thank you.
Y 3:37 PM