But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
The days are getting closer and closer for my study trip to brisbane...I will miss my family ( although they think i wun) , xiaobudian, cheryl, lili and the rest of my friends.....But i am really gald i have become increasingly close with lili and i can see that she feels the same way too by the secrets she share with me and the things she tell me.I wanna tell her that i will always be here for her no matter how far we are apart and i hope we won't drift apart because we had it so good now.I don't want those good times to be just memories but as a start of more to come.We are suppose to go to this nice japanese resturaunt on wednesday but my sister wants to go out with me thus i pospone her till saturday.I think she is a bit upset but decided not to make a big fuss over it since on the account that i don't have much time with my sister before i go to brisbane.But anyway we decide to dress up for that saturday cause it is fun and um we wanna do so and um cuz we are going to a nice place to eat...wahahahahahhhaha..i think maybe my study trip did do wonders for our friendship..... As for cheryl i am sooooo happy that we are still as close as ever....i dun ever wanna not be your close friend, in fact i hope we become even closer and closer.We are so comfortable with each other that even if we don't chat or sms each other everyday we are still as close..I think this is what you call true friendship.i will msn u guys every single day...update u guys....sobzzzzz ='( Please don't forget about me.....because i will be really depress if you guys do......I love you guys... Ok enough of the sappy talk .i will only say it once........( dab tears away). I met up with cheryl and dorothy today and omgz cheryl is like late and when we call her she is still sleeping.We were suppose to meet 4.00pm but she came at 6.30pm.....haizzzz to think i even defend for her when dorothy guess that she might be still sleeping...I am disapointed at you lar cheryl...wahahahhahhah..But i guess she feel super guilty...But honestly i am nt very mad at her because today will be the last time i see her till one year later.Dorothy and her suggest they send me off at the airport on monday...intitally i am really happy about it but now that i think carefully i wouldn't want them to do so.Not that i hate them or whatever.I don't want to miss them more (which i know i will if they come and send me off ) and i definately don't wanna cry ( if i might).In fact i ask my parents and brother not to come for the same reason..hahhahaha.... Anyway i haven't really pack my bags yet like just put in the clothes only.We are only allow to check in 30 kg worth of stuff and hand carry 7kg worth of stuff plus my laptop bag and handbag.I have put in 15kg worth of stuff in my check in luggage.I am gonna bring my bunny, makeup, accessories, more clothes if possible, shoes and lotion...Sigh i think the rest i am gonna ask my sister to either 1) dhl over or 2) send it to me when she is in sydney....Either way it will be affordable so it won't be so bad...I was depress for a while at the thought that i hafta leave my precious stuff behind...I have being trying to use my little lotions and all those for the past few weeks because i don't want to bring them over ( it will be a waste of space and weight) and it will all be in an unusable state when i get back.I will miss borrowing 'HELLO' magazine from our library when i am away.I LOVE HELLO MAGAZINE!!! They are my source of royalty and gossip and i heard you can't borrow magazines in australia in their public library...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sooooooooo sadddddddddddd....goodbye vogue, hello, first etc ..... I look forward to the saturday trip with lili.... I shall update again soon with my birthday stuff and all that....for now nightz everyone...
