Sunday, November 26, 2006
xia
*♥GωЄnniЄ~♫♪ OMG MOMO THE MONKEY! says: anyway it's meow meow that told us working with u is hard at 1st lo!
xia
alright
xia
so there is something i duno now
xia
lets just stop i cant talk to u anymore. i'll do my part of de fyp and thanks for telling dem abt out team
xia
and pls if theres anythign i wish if u do not interfere anymore, i'll talk to dem my self
meow meow
well xiu xia
meow meow
it's true that i feel u wasn't helping
meow meow
n rem tat quarel
xia
tats why i had my grade?
xia
rmb?
xia
a D
meow meow
yea so i juz told them wat i feel
xia
i didnt wanna talk coz i dodnt do much and i clearly did not understand
xia
this time
meow meow
i feel like
meow meow
u could have ask
meow meow
n like ask us to explain n help more
xia
i was doin de codes at hm trying myself now after i reformatted my comp
xia
coz i tot u guys were bz!
meow meow
there is always more u can do... but u dun really ask abt our pgroess everything
xia
then watever i was askin, i tot it would slow down de progress
meow meow
u can alwayws ask wen we aren't meeting
like u can always say hey can i meet u like a day den u update me n i try frm there
bu u didn't
xia
u noe. that was de past and i felt i was in the wrong for doing so, nw i do wanna change
xia
yet u kpt makin assumptions from me again and tell angel and gwen?
meow meow
cuz they ask me abt hw u were last time
n tat is the truth
xia
of coz that was de truth
meow meow
yea n so why u said i was making assumptions?
xia
becoz of those times i said they werent doing wk and all?
xia
sometimes when i complain abt angel and gwen i didnt mean it.meow meow
i didn't tell them u complain
xia
i was just in a mood of frustrationmeow meow
i didn't tell them u complain
xia
thanks for tat den. becoz sometimes my complains cant be trusted.
meow meow
anwya i wun say anything to u anymore
meow meow
if u fail the fyp or watever it's nt my biz...
meow meow
cuz this is ur choice
xia
yeap. i know ur goods intentions from de start
xia
its just tat im afraid tat sometimes the more an extra person says something, the more blur it gets.
meow meow
u shuld noe wat i mean,,,the rest is really up to u
meow meow
u n them shuld talk abt it...den get over it n work together
xia
alright.. thanks for everything..
xia
anyway im at hm now down with fever. i think i go rest first.I am actually quite angry because here I am trying to help and she always accuse me of something that i didn't do.Ok she accuse me like twice but still it's too much of her to do so.I really ought to mind my own business.Anyway it is the truth that I don't think she tried hard enough and it is the truth that she did not help much( like only 10% of the whole project).So I told all these to gwen and angeline when they ask me.I said she is always procrastinating, always making excuse that she cannot get the work done.I aren't scared to tell her these if she came and ask me herself.But i didn't like go up to her and say hey u suck lar u nv do work because i think she understand she never do work.So why have to be so mean and say it to her face.And now she do this to me.Basically as I had said in the conversation this is the last good thing i will do for her out of my own will.How many times have i cried over the last fyp project...only my friends knows and how many night have i stress over the project till 3am...that only my friends knows.I don't want to let cheryl and her know because i think it is quite redudant and all i want them is to finish up the work asap and get good grades together.Initially I think cheryl is a bit relaxed but the truth is she did her best and give her 100% at the last few weeks of the project due and i am really grateful for that.Because without her our project wouldn't be almost 1/2 complete.I see her effort.
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