Sunday, October 29, 2006
So many things had happened and as you can see there are certain things i cannot blog down and there are so many lazy moments.Me and yf fight because to me he just don't seem to care.Maybe you'll think it's selfish of me to expect more than what he can give to me but i feel why the double standard.If you can be so nice to others why can't you do the same to me?Am i any less than them?I don't think so and I do hope you feel the same too.But basically both him and me are the if-you-don't-come-talk-to-me-i-wun-too .As a result I think this is like the 9th day or so both of us is talking to each other.His last sentence was so who do you think i treat better than u and i dun understand why you think tat way.It could well be the last conversation we have.I was sad like a few days ago..why couldn't he come apologise to me or do something nice to me and we'll be talking.why didn't he do something to salvage this.But up to this point I have that heck care attitude.I mean if you don't treasure me then I won't stay beside you anymore.Of course I won't tell him this because it will seem so deliberate.Initially i wanna aplogise for my bad attitude when tat said that he seems quite sad that i was ignoring him and all that.I wanted to buy his favourite tuna wrap but on that same day we quarrel again.And that's the last time we ever talk.We'll most probably continue this ignoring until one party aplogise which I can be certain it isn't me.
Tat told me that day at the lab the strepsil was actually for me.yf bought one for himself and one for me.But you know what he told me i could only take one and he didn't say he bought it for me.So tat was like you noe he wanna mask that he bought u that strepsil cuz he don't want ter and bry and iva to feel jealous.But i think it is really silly cuz i am sure they wun mind and basically i am a very dumb person, in the sense that you must tell me that you are treating me good if not i will just dismiss that.Oh well~ tat's all in the past already.
Me,jj and tat went to the airport on wednesday and we had loads of fun and took loads of photo.I think tat's photo skills sucks...tsk tsk cmi.And of course my photo skills totally rocks!!!!We ate at the weird weird american fast food resturaunt( no it is not macdonalds or burger king!!).I find the food quite oily though but the irony is that we sorta went all the way there just to eat.After that we start patroling around the airport, took photos,gossip,talk about our life and decided to went home at 10.00pm.The stupid thing is when the bus reach seletar camp i told tat we can stop here and take 171.So we did and to our horror(well more of to mine)we discover that there isn't any 171.OMG!!!Cause it's late and all already and we didn't want to take taxi home.So i got mad and refuse to give up plus i swear i was like 100% sure there is 171 at that bus stop cause i have seen it around there before.So we walk inside this forest place and reach quite deep inside before we turn back cause it seems endless.Then after that i said hey we shuld cross over the camp maybe the bus stop is at the other side.And tat said alrite!.And when we did we discover that it is actually inside the camp and not an outer busstop so we had no choice but to turn back and take another bus to change another bus at woodlands.But we were lucky we just manage to board the last bus 187 from woodlands interchange back home.So tat is actually very nice to tolerate my stupidity and stubborness.Thanks=)
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