Monday, April 03, 2006
I was watching art's central and saw this programme about body modification.They talk about tattos,piercing,branding(like using hot iron to create a bump/scar on ur skin) and corset.Course i am not really interested in those stuff cept corset.
The women that wore corset in the show had like um 20 inches wasit.I mean seriously that is amazing.That you just wear some metal thingy around your waist and it could go from 25-20 within minutes.And this women who makes corset say people order from her to diet as wearing one would definately limit the amount of food you can take in and wearing it for long would permantely shape your waist for life.Each corset are custom made to the measurement that you sent in so they won't crush your ribs or kill you.It's really cool though i won't wear it in real life(maybe just to fantasize).And it really makes your have that hour glass figure and amazing that how small one's waist could go.http://www.sptddog.com/sotp/corset79.jpg.What you see in this picture is reality cause the women in the show really had such proportion.Imagine yourself to be like that.Pretty cool huh.http://www.knowlesville.com/matt/vintage_fashion/images/1900-corset-5.jpg(measuring at 20.5 inches). Though i have said this a couple of times but I STILL NEED MY VACATION.A school holiday isn't quite complete without a nice OVERSEAS holiday.Seriously it isn't.Sigh how unfair for me to be stuck here and it's getting hotter and hotter.Tennis 9-12pm isn't helping much.I think i am gonna die of skin cancer sooner or later despite slapping spf 50 all over my body.But no it doesn't help, i am still getting tan like um chocolate colour(sheryldine even ask me yesterday li lin did you suntan?)my thighs are like split to half( pale n tan),oily skin with breakouts cause of the sunblock.And have my tennis improve to justify all that?Not at all.Maybe i did improve a bit but definately not as much to make up for all these.Oh yea forget to mention dry skin and chapped lips.Yea so i look like a mess now.Tennis at farrer park today was cooling cause maybe there are plently of trees around.But heard that next week it's back to tanglin again.Argh welcome to fried skin,pimple face,scaly skin,peeled bleeding lips and skin cancer.
I can't wait for my hair to grow longer cause i still want to perm it.I mean curl.Whenever i use the word perm i get such strong violent objections.
I am having a real lousy mood this morning and i guess i sorta took it out on everyone at tennis.But surprisingly i play better tennis.I always focus so much better if i don't smile.But then when i am focusing i'll frown or not smile(which ppl feedback i look fierce) but it's not i am angry or what but just that my facial muscles are like that.
Anyway i really dislike when people fall asleep on me while chatting.Once ,twice and even thrice is understandable and acceptable for me.But not more than that especially after expressing my anger and helplessness.If he wants to do that seriously there isn't much i can do cept to get angry and swallow it.God i really hate this.The feeling of being helpless and angry.I try to keep my emotion insides myself so i won't bother anyone.But of course there are times when i really can't or i'll burst and die.Maybe people in general can't really get it why i get so mad over trival stuff.But remember this what seems trival to you might be major to some.
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