Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Sometimes you think you might know your close buddies but then again never be too sure.X told me she being rape last last Christmas.I didn't know and i couldn't tell.Never would i had suspected anything if she didn't say.I was a bit mad at her for not telling us earlier but then again of course i can respect this.I just sorta regret for not being there for her when she need someone.Haha i sound like Stella.But thank goodness she is a strong and open minded person,and this is what brought her through this whole ordeal.But it's alrite cause she is happily attatched and her boyfriend is like pretty nice to her(from what i know).Just wanna tell her that no matter what she can always come look for me if she needs someone to be there.I think the guy is a damn damn damn bastard.Go get a prostitute if you need to satisfy your sexual desire.Opps are you too poor to afford or are you too ugly that nobody wanna do your business.Don't prey on innoncents and take advantage of someone when she is drunk and you are sober.You'll burn in hell for doing this bastard!!!Sorry can't help scolding bad words.
Anyway i've given up trying to communicate with him.It's just too hard and he isn't making it easy for me.Jixuan said this :
neko:err
neko:i think u expect too muchmeow meow: me n my big mouth:no wat
meow meow: me n my big mouth:i dun
neko:or maybe, u r used to ppl getting very concerned over u..neko:.....er u a bit far too rush meow meow: me n my big mouth : er,
meow meow: me n my big mouth :erm
meow meow: me n my big mouth: huh reallymeh
neko: seems like u r those i like u so we sld be together type of personmeow meow: me n my big mouth :yeaaaaaaa
meow meow: me n my big mouth:hw u noe
neko: its obvious neko:but to be honest, a bit shallow meow meow: me n my big mouth: y
neko:its not sincere enough.. neko:like, if u want to be with someone, u need time to understand them, bit by bit, and from there u will then realise if u truly like them a not.. if u have no understanding of a person and u say u like em and want to be with em.. its a bit.. neko: this is not a game. honestly ur thinking pissed me off a littleneko:its like, u dont want to put in effort and commitment to know the person to a deeper level I seriously don't think I am shallow or i like someone easily.Maybe yeah i do have crushes here and there but isn't that suppose to be normal?Somtimes i seriously doubt myself.
My bruises aren't looking that great these days cause most probably it's on the road to recovery thus it turn to a darker colour.I look like some pokey dot human being and seriously i find it a bit gross.
Y 6:32 PM
