Thursday, March 16, 2006
Paying for not studying much as a result i failed my basic theory test.5th of May again.Gosh i really didn't think i'll pass cause i seems to be able to do every question.Imagine my utter disappointment and shockness when i saw tat i've failed.Seriously i don't know which question i've done wrong.They should reflect this in the test system and they should show how much we've scored.Then at least we can learn from our mistake right.I couldn't even book a trail test cause it's all full.I don't know what else can i do except to really read my basic theory book( more accurate justin's).Yeah i was depress for an hour but life is full of ups n downs.
I find leonard so irritating because his attitude towards me sucks.Yesterday was truly the last straw.If he didn't wanna go he could have say so he didn't have to drag the two guys in the picture.neither did he have to pretend to be so nice by asking justin to go with me.justin is not your servent and neither am i.I shall not let you do what you please because it's too much for me to bear.Bascially from yesterday onwards and till i can better face and deal with him,i am going to avoid and ignore him as much as possible.Because i tried communicating with him but it wasn't successful at all and he just refuse to compromise.
I am thankful to have him around.And though neither of us can remember what led us to talk in the first place, i don't regret anything.It's really weird because we had each other's contact for a year plus and we see each other around at times but we never chatted much.It's really just hi and bye.I didn't like him at all intially cause i think he's arrogant.But he is actually very nice.He listens to my crap everytime and have being very accommodating.He is like my pillar of strength now that i can sorta tell him when anything goes wrong.
But i am worried cause i don't wanna rely on someone that much and afraid that i'll be a burden with him.All these chatting till 4 plus in the morning and sharing bits and pieces of my life my thoughts,i'm afraid it might soon be a burden to him.He says he don't mind at all and he is free eveyytime anyway but maybe after a while it will soon be a burden to him.He never know and i never know for sure too.Thank you to the one up there because he is someone i can rely on when my relationship with leonard sours to the maximum.
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