Saturday, August 13, 2005
My life is in a mess.And the worst thing is that i don't really have much idea how to make it ok.My grades are getting from B's to C's and occassionals D's.Gasp!The horror.Well well people that have known me for almost a couple of good years(like jixuan and shufen) would definately find it weird that since when i fret over school grades.Actually i am not sure too...but it's sorta like you wouldn't want to lose the good stuff you had before and it just makes you want more and more....So i guess it's the same for grades....But i am one of the least competitive people in class.I am always keeping quiet or spacing out.And certainly there are times that i slack like refuse to think or to look at the problem statement...but of course there are times that i work real hard(like refusing to go for lunch and all).But still i have being slacking so much in my year two that at this rate i am at would i even be able to pass my semster two.I've being skipping classes a lot especially art elective.Grrrrr i am mentally slapping myself to wake up from all this overindulge of pleasure and fun.I am not myself anymore and i am super duper ashamed of myself.From this moment onwards i vow not to be so darn lazy anymore...After all nobody likes a lazy person isn't it.
My life had changed in a way or so.....but am i ready to embrace them that readily?I certainly don't know for sure.....and time would surely tell all....
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