But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
I watch the maid yesterday with sue and man it is so scary that I scream a lot. And poor sue she had to suffer so much due to my inconsistent screaming and she said I scare her more than the movie did. And there’s this guy sitting beside me, he kept laughing and staring at me when I scream. It is kind of embarrassing really. But it is a relatively nice movie that is worth watching. Much better than the ring or whatever in my opinion. It’s going to be the holidays soon but I am not particularly excited about it because I still have to come back to school and all for my cca.It has being such a long time since I had holiday. My last holiday was totally used up for rehearsing red hill blues. But I don’t quite mind because it had being quite an experience for me. And I made a lot of new friends and bonded even more with my fellow drama members. At time I do feel like I am collapsing under all these intense stress from my duties. But whatever it is, it is only temperory.Besides I gain a lot of experience and learn new things through all that. So I got to learn to appreciate everything that I have now and stop thinking things in the bad side. Oh yeah Erasmus and his team is taking part in the project pilot thingy. It is like they have to think of a story plot and get the actresses and actors and setting themselves and filming it all together. Some of my classmates like sham, derrick and weng tat is involve in it with the help of our web multimedia facilitator cavvy.So Erasmus ask me to help act in his video and listen to this. The character is kind of interesting-I am suppose to act this photographer who sees the world in color but sees her own world in black and white. And the thing is there is not much line in the show so I reckon a lot would be base on facial expression and body language. It will be very challenging and I am so scared that I’ll spoil it for them. But still I am looking forward to it. And I am having my art project exhibition this Wednesday. The worst thing is that I haven’t completed my art and its Monday already. I am so dead but I try to do what I can. And I am skipping tennis today to finish it up at Phoenix Park. Needless to say coach wasn’t that happy when I told him yesterday that I had to. He said I have being skipping a lot and that I only turn up tennis for once this month. I didn’t realize my attendance was so bad and it is a wake up call for me. I am so slacking in tennis and I just want to find back that drive I used to have in tennis. And yes I have to stop procrastinating and do what I set out to achieve. Too many broken promises already. George and pinky’s design is really kind of cool…much cooler than mine. George uses different types of wire to shape a human and I think he’s going to display a video too while pinky’s design is a laptop that covers the whole room. So it is gonna be a big one. By the way we are doing installation art and mine being lazy and all. I choose the smallest room so it’s easier to finish. And my theme is sort of like nature environment. I’ll try to take pictures and upload it on Wednesday. Gosh it is pathetic, the last week of our school term and the class only consists of seven students (including me) out of twenty five. I reckon it is going to be this bad until Friday. Everyone is clearing their leave (we only take the best 14 grades out of the sixteen) and I so hate myself for clearing my leave earlier. I’ve got no more leave to clear therefore will be turning up for all my classes this week. And grrrr it’s the tennis open next week. I am playing singles against simran, Angeline and some other two girls. I might as well don’t turn up right since I am definitely going to lose badly. But then on another hand I join because of the experience that I know I am going to gain so well it isn’t going to be that bad. I just hope that I won’t lose that badly. Ok I got to go now. Today’s java is a killer…..
