But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
I am freaking pissed off now!!!!!!!Thanks to leonard yuen jia feng and justin wong jia xian.Yes i know it's super evil for me to publish their full name but who cares!NOT I DEFINATELY! They are always doing this...canceling me out the last minute.Hey hello! Do i not have a life?Do i not feel tired?Huh huh!And they too take me for granted already.Sometimes i make the effort to spend time with them despite being busy but what about them huh?Do they?All along i thought i am the one who hasn't being treasuring the friendship but apparently i am wrong.It's them all along.Grrr and i message them that i am not going out with them specially in the future.And justin was like paniking but i don't care!I retort his every sms and msn till he got fed up and said ok fine! Lalalalalal! And leonard said anything lor....So yeps that's the end of our friendship for the better=)Woah i feel better already....Haha.. Oh yah i am going to perform at the substation 8th july 8pm and 9th july 3pm and 8pm for drama.It would be sucha good experience.And remember janice?Yeah i kinda became closer to her and know like her secrets.But it didn't change my views about her.What change my views about her is the way she treats me.Sometimes i suspect that she really treat me for granted.It's like if the others are not there for her then she'll come and find me.I mean seriously i have being nothing but a good friend all along for her but if she is like this...Den i can definately go guilt free.And plus cheryl,stella,lili,xiu xia and eric don't want to buy tickets or has no time to go for my performance that it kinda makes me doubt how good friends are they.I am most probably going to offend the whole bunch of them but this is really how i feel.And eric he didn't even wish me happy birthday that time and stella too.All these little things matters a lot to me....maybe they don't realise it...but they should understand the type of person i am.Never mind...i am at the verge of breaking down...I shall not care so much now.