But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
Sigh i dunno what to do man.The drama people does sue likes me and it is like kinda spreading big.And janice is still soooooooooo into sue and i feel that she resent me for that.And every single thing that i share with sue or i spend with sue is like amplify a million times.i feel soooooo stress.And she and me used to be so close...I even help her escape from her absuive boyfriend and i even help her 'chase' after sue.It's like all this she has disregard it.And i feel so strongly that she drifted away from me ever since i have contact with sue.And it certainly didn't help when me and sue became closer and closer day by day till we are like almost hanging out 24/7.And it surely didn't help when she let me wear her accessories like for as long as i wan,asking me to hang out before n after the show and during the break,the songs n guitar tat she played at my direction(which would seemely seems to be played for me but juz concidental),she sometimes hold my hand,talk really closely to me,sits with me.Those are pure concidents and totally like natural to us.I will be so dead if she discover that me n sue sms each other at the same exact moment at esplanade with the rest even though we are one seat apart,if she knows i spend a night at sue's hse,slept in her bed,hang ard till the next day 10 plus etc. i cried just now cause of that.Just feel soooooooo stress and tired...Althought i ask sue not to worry so much and she said she didn't...but still i dun worry about anyone but janice.The way she called sue yesterday to ask about microscopic events of the whole day( why am i talking to sue and why is she so close and all that).And i just discover from sue yesterday that everyone came to asked her if she likes me even wawa and lala(these two are like so darn close to her). Let's go to a happier subject.The red hill blues was really a total success.We all did welll especially the last show(saturday night)...friday night was not bad too but it was the saturday noon that is a bit low on energy...well maybe it's cause the noon audience was a bit too quiet so it just affect our energy level.Or maybe we are just saving our energy for the last...haha watever~.And my friends ,facilitator and coach that came to watch said it was real good and i acted really well in it.So i am happy that they enjoyed the show and that we didn't let them down.And they said my japanese tourist was like real cute and they laugh a lot...That is what helmi(the director) and everyone does...Everytime i start to say my lines they will be laughing nonstop....Grrrr.But nvm i am so used to it already.And marc was like telling me this over at msn
}VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: yah.. hehez.. my friens say you look very very cute }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: then yesteray go out with them they keep asking abt u.. meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: which one? }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: 5 girls an 4 guys }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: u not gonna rea for ur ut eh? meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: lol they all ask abt me? meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: so funny }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: yah they ask about you.. keep asking.. then i tol them whatever i know lo.. }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: hmm brb k? }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: i go make tea meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: lol weirdddddddddd ur frds... meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: i think they find me cute cuz of the japanese role is it meow meow: people favourite question( r u attatched?) says: cuz swordfish scence quite serious }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: hehehz.. yup cuz of your gomenasai... then also u look very cute haha.. thats for the girls.. but the guys u look very pretty }VN Violation of the Rules MoonFlows says: haha
Yeah so it's cool and all that...Everything ends on a almost perfect note.....maybe
