Sunday, April 17, 2005
Yesterday must be the worst day of my life...which i shall procced to COMPLAIN!People who knows me must be wondering what the heck am i online on a sunday afternoon...don't i have to work?Yes!My idiotic manager just fired me...what for you may ask?The reason is totally unresonable and i suspect that he had gone senile.You see yesterday i was already very sick when i woke up in the morning to go for my every weekend job at spageddies and so about at the afternoon,i was really very sick with fever and headache and feeling like vomitting so i beg my manager(Mr lee) to let me go home(as you see i am suppose to work lunch and dinner shift on every saturday) but he don't wanna let me off until i can find someone to replace me.But that is virtually impossible because those who can work had being called by him to work for dinner shift already.And so feeling really sick already, i just went home and left him a note.And guess what he made gloria(the shift manager) to call me and telling me to return my uniform and saying i need not go back to work already.I mean honestly i am like this sick already ,what else does he expects me to do?
I am so glad i walk off because i saw his true colours that day and plus my fever become worst when i reached home and was even too sick to walk to bukit pajang plaza to see a doctor.So i slept until night time about 9.00pm and when i woke up, i vomitted the only thing that i bought to ease my vomitting(the sour plum).And so my stomach feels sooooo empty already yet i dare not eat anything for the fear of vomitting again.I went down to the pasam malarm to get a coconut juice and three of the steam cake.And when i ate them...i vomitted all of them out again the very next 10 minute.So it just came to a point when i don't dare to eat anything anymore yesterday.Because even if i drink water i will vomit it out.So i went to bed again...and i woke up at 3.00am plus this early morning and try to vomit.But you see i already have nothing that i can vomit out...not even water...so i am just kneeling down by my dustbin and just vomitting salvia out...It is such a weird feeling especially when you already have absoulately nothing that can be coming out already.And your stomach is like just kept contracting trying to force things out...and it really really do hurts a lot...I can't even describe the excruciating pain in words...but those who have experienced it surely would know it sucks totally.And i was half crying and half vomitting because i can't stop vomitting and neither can i stop the pain.And i will be sleeping halfway and all of a sudden i will be feeling like vomitting and den i have to faster get out of the bed and sit in front of my dustbin waiting for it to come.And with my high fever....it just makes me feel that i am certainly about to die.
Honestly speaking i don't regret going home at all.I did what i need to do and it's just too bad that i am sack by someone who don't even care for his staff.To think that i used to think he is so nice and all that and i really did respect him.Despite people telling me the things he did i stand firm in my thinking and sometimes even help defend him.I guess leonard and justin were correct about me being too navie and trusting people too easily.But it's okie.I was darn disappointed and angry with him yesterday but not anymore.I can't be bothered anymore and beside that means i can watch saturday and sunday tv(which i have being deprived of very very long already) but just that maybe i can't spend as much as i like to like before.And the bad things is that i spend all the money i've earned already so pretty much back to square one.
And i am suffering from freakin stomachache this morning when i woke up.So anyway i went to see a doctor just now and it sound really serious.He said i had stomach flu(i didn't know it will hurt so bad) and a lot of phlegm.And he said one of the reason i kept vomitting is because the body wanna get rid of the excess phlegm thus inducing in vomitting.It sounds a bit ridiculous honestly but oh well he is the doctor not me.So he gave me about five medicine and ask me to rest well and blah blah.And he said: you do know you are quite severly anemic right. And i was like huh?i don't. And he said cause i am a vegetarian and i don't take meat plus i don't take any iron pills and that cause it.So i guess i have to start paying attention to all the fainting spells that i have being getting on and off.And the normal level for people is like 140 and mine is only 91.So yups....i am so shocked to hear that my blood level is this low and am definately taking iron pills when i recover from this.
Anyway johnthan and dinie is such a sweetie to like sms to find out if i am feeling ok.And needless to say i complained about yesterday to leonard and justin too.Gosh i am soooooooo hungry already...haven't had anything at all since yesterday morning till now...Will try to eat something and cross my fingers that i won't vomit the things out again.
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