But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
It seems to surreal...just like a bad nightmare.I've discover and know things that i've never dream of it to me.Sure i suspect but it seem shocking to actually hear it.How much do i trust my source you ask.80% i must say.Everything seem clear now and it all seems to make sense...the things they do and he do.You know how absolutely i hate fakers and yes i do dislike him now.How can he pretend all this while to be high and mighty...to empathize on ethics and moral issues while he has none.He clearly does not practice what he preaches.And nothing disgust me more that he had tried it on me and sheryldine and a lot more others.It's disappointing...really really disappointing.And tries to remove me and sheryldine just because we don't buy his deal.I did nothing wrong and i am proud of whatever i did.At least i can look at myself at the end of the day with pride without failing anyone.He has to go and it's for the common good.At first i didn't understand why did e and yb say all those stuff about him but now i do.I wonder how can all of them endure and talk to him normally when they know about all these stuff.I know i couldn't.It also amaze me that girls nowadays are so easily influence and am blinded by things they aren't what they seem on the surface.Surely there are small signs...do they not recognise it or have they choose to ignore it far too much.I do not know the answers sadly but i do hope they'll wake up from all these and understand things from a realistic and logical point of view.Being blinded by situation and people are one of the worst thing that can happen to a person.Sometimes placing absolute trust in someone is never good as when your trust get manipulate by someone, you are in a very very very vulnerable position...where you strip all of your protection shell thus making attacks and brainwashing very very easy.Trust, but in moderation please.I am tired of all these already yet i cannot bring myself to escape and heck care like some.I don't know what to do..And how brave are a and x to endure all these shit while nobody really understand the pain they have to go through.They have came a long way and am tired already....they deserve recognition and a good good rest.For now....everything has come to an end(some sort) and we all pray that nothing more will happen...Ahhh but we'll never know...we'll never...
