But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
I didn't go to school today cause...1st) feeling too tired to do so 2nd)my ear hurts and having flu.Therefore i woke up at about 8 plus this morning(well i was kinda waken by lili's phone call..bahahahha) and i went online and disturb everyone.And after that i went to see a doctor about my ear problem and i was so worried that the doctor would say oh you have a serious problem blah blah have to operate blah blah..That is one of the reason why i drag it so long before seeing a doctor.But luckily the doctor said that it's just an ear infection.So after a few magical drop of the um ear drop(-_-) my ears ACTUALLY felt better and it wasn't like painful...And the stupid thing is that well um actually i have being like suspecting that my ear hurts cause of the super cheap earphones i bought($9.00) at heeren that day.I was like imagining the earphone is like faulty and then the radiomagnetic waves 'leak' out and damage my eardrum blah blah...I was even tempted to like flip through physic textbook or do research on earphone's hazards but i didn't of course.n i actually once pray that if my ear is ok i will never buy cheap earphones again.Um it's really stupid i guess.So anyway the doctor gave me painkillers,antibiotics and ear drop and guess what it cost me freakin $31.Sob....nvm i'm not paying for it. And i was chatting with justin online and we were like talking about our science grades and it suddenly dawn on me that tomorrow's science ut is like the last one and my past two ut grades are like D+(slowly glide away to one corner).So i start to panic and beg justin bryan to like teach me cause he get A's but he had to go for a talk after school so we couldn't meet up.So meaning i am so gonna read through the 6th powerpoint slides like tonight because i will die terribly if i dun.Besides i don't think my daily grade of A's will do much help since it's like 50% daily grade and 50% ut grades...Heyyyyyyyy i can like pray for the school network to be down ONCE AGAIN...I just need it to be down from say 8.30-9.00am.time to do my ritual dance..muhahahahha. I took this 'day off' to clear my closet and vacuume and mop the floor(proud proud look) and add a bit of decoration here and there.And i realise i have like 34 pairs of earings which to me is quite a lot.I mean i do realise i have a lot of earings but i didn't expect to be like this much.So i took this opportunity to give all the sliver earings a polish and a bath.Now they look all shiny and clean.I'll post some picture of my room and that mass lot of earings later. Actually wanna go out with justin today but i've decided that it would be better if we both stay home to study cause he got like E for his ut(bahahahha...oops i am sorry i mean awww) and i have d+( ='( ) so if we both don't study and go out today we are so gonna die tomorrow. Anyway i have this strong sudden impluse to wanna hug everyone(that means lili,stella,xiu xia,eric and cheryl).I wanna thanks them for being there for me whenever i need them to.Sometimes though they don't show it out i know they do...and that is really really lovely.And they really do care about me after all...=) thank you everyone...i am just simply appreciative of all the things that you all have done for me and give in to my lame moments and whinings... I have kinda like become closer to justin and it's like there are some things that i don't tell like normal friends that i've told him.And he is always there for me and so will i.I think intitally i was a bit spook out by him but after much communication and when we've talk things out,we have become like good friends.Sigh another close friendship has develop...isn't it nice? =D.And me and him was like devising this plan to make bai guang like give up on me..So he was like action asking out loud hey where is your boyfriend and all that and i am like stammering(cause i get kinda nervous wen i tell lies) saying oh he is still doing ok.We actually wanna drag justin bryan in asking him to action call me cause he has a pocket and justin don't..just in case you don't understand what the heck pockets has to do in this plan, well...our plan is like he put his hp inside his pocket and call me and den i pick up and action say oh darling why...you've called .i miss you terribly and blah blah(all the mushy words).But justin bryan was like huh all the way and i am simply lazy to explain everything to him so we kick him out of the plan immediatelly.So after that me ,justin,justin bryan,leonard(wahhaha I FORCE HIM to go too) and bai guang went to eat after tennis.And after eating i suggest we go the shopping centre near the thai embassy to see the um guys dressing up like girls and trying to seduce potential customers.And the rest was super relutant to go and i use my communication skills to like AHEM PERSUADE them to go with me.Den while buying bubble tea right..thanks to the smarty pants justin bryan he suggest we go back to school to find ghost and you know i love to do this sorta thingy(jixuan will noe best after all we went to old changi hospital with kok wee that time..hahahah).So my eyes was like glowing with interest and super duper enthusiastic about it.But yes yes everyone scowl at my idea and they all say aiyah we are all tired today can we do it next time please please.And i kick and fuss and refuse to let them go home and sulk at one corner with my pouted mouth.Den the rest was like kept begging me to let them go home.And leonard(oh poor leonard he always kenna from me one) was like kept asking me lilin can i go home i wanna go home and i like give him the dirty look and say u wan u go la i dun care..and he just kept quiet looking tired.Justin bryan was like beside me and he said really softly dun force them if they don't wanna go la we all can go with you during the tennis drama.And they are like: not that we don't wanna go with you but we are really tired today and we all haven't do our rj and all that..tmr you got class somemore blah blah.And i sulk for like 30 minutes before standing up and say nvm we go home i dun wanna go anymore and justin was like asking me hey lilin you angry with us ar and i say don't have la...why should i rite. So i took accompany justin bryan take bus back to school and i was like talking to him den justin called and ask if i am really ok and if i am angry and all that so i said no la i am just tired.Den me and justin bryan waited the bus(his 51 and me 970) at the bustop near the school.And he was saying sigh i dun wanna go home yet and i was like hey me too cause i have already miss my pi li huo(SOBBBBBBBBBBB) and i don't have rj to do(cause i skip class) so even if i get home it'll be bored.So i try to CON him to walk that scary path with me and he said dun wan..HURMP very smart ar him..never fall into my trick.So i was like huh den what? And he made all sorts of silly suggestion like go to his house,go to ginza plaza,go to park blah blah and i was like can but is there anything fun over there and he reply dun have and i go dot dot dot.And finally he said something: let's sit at this bus stop and chat.And after my trademark dot dot dot i am like um ok.So we like sitting in slience and he mum was like smsing him and i kypoh and say heyyyy who sms u.Den he showed me and his mum was like: hey where are you you are home late again.And i kept bahahhaha cause i always drag him to go places with me and his mum always sms him that(oops sorry ya).so i was looking at what he sms the whole time.And his mum was like smsing where are you now?your dad is waiting for you.And i go oops .But heyyyy it's his idea this time to sit at the bus stop not my fault okie...i played games in his hp and cause i was like kinda into that game and refuse to return him his hp he was like lilin~ and can you believe it, he POKE me...POKE!!!little thing only dun have to poke rite...HURMPH.And he have the triumph look and say heyyy you are scared of it.But i mean big deal right cause everyone is isn't it. I was kinda reflecting on the things i have done to them and i ask justin and leonard on msn if i did went overboard and if i was like spoilt..And both of them gave a positive answer :leonard was like you sure know yourself well..haha. and justin was like ya u a bit spoilt la but we don't hate or dislike you la we are just tired.I shall not torture you guys anymore because you all seem kinda poor thing now that i have reflect back plus you guys are really super tolerant of my rubbish especially that time(the taxi thingy and outing )~which i shall type out the next day.I cannot and musn't be so selfish to like take you guys for granted....I will try to control myself next time ya=) hugssssssssss everyone..Wheeeee....Die i got to go study now...tata and i'll blog again tmr.muacks everyone.
