But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
Sigh i really don't know how should i feel about him.I mean should i give up or should i not.Everything is shrouded in mystery for i can only guess what he means.Does he really mean it about the things he do and say or is he just filrting harmlessly.Gosh am feeling so lost..Lili says he seems to be the kind that flirts around with just about any girls(cause i show her the entire chat log) and honestly speaking i did really believe in her 100%.So i was really turned off and feeling disgusted about it.Btw i absoulately hate flirts and they are like the scum of the earth.But sherlydine and theo was like saying neh i don't think so,he don't look like one.And sheryldine(she is one that i told her all about him cause she knows him too) says he seems to be just unsure and is trying to figure out his feelings for me.And she says she see me like she and jeffery and that there are some similarities. But seriously i don't know...there seems to be too many loopholes in his story and sometimes i do feel that he don't care at all(especially when we communicate through sms and msn).But when we talk face to face and wen it's just me and him it will be another different thing. I don't wanna feel depress or heartbroken or bother lili they all with him because well......it isn't right plus they'll get sick of it too definately.I think it's because i yearn to be in a relationship now so i feel that i am ready but i realise sometimes things shouldn't be like this.Just like what justin said:"i feel that both have to be strong and that the relationship has to go both ways.if they start one then i feel that they should do it for the right reasons."And that maybe i like him for the wrong reason but is too oblivious to realise that.Slowly, i'll definately get an answer surely.
