Thursday, February 03, 2005
Am i really that weird?I just happen to have different taste and think a bit differently from everyone.But do they have to condemn me this much?Why can't they just accept me for who i am and leave me and my ideas alone?sometimes i don't even wanna talk so much because whatever i say they'll tend to misinterpet it.I don't want the world to see me because i don't think they can understand~iris.if i don't speak, people thinks that i am difficult to live with.But if i do and do it trufully,they'll judge me harshly.i wanna go away to some place where nobody knows my past and don't care so much...i can't always take this sorta strain..i feel it too yet i do not express it out...if u cut me and i do not bleed does that mean it do not hurt?must you see things right before your eyes before you believe it?why don't you use your heart to see...somtimes heart enables clearer vision than eyes.i don't think i hurt anyone with my thoughts so i don't see what is wrong with it.why do people want to change me.don't they have something else better to do?i am myself not anybody else. respect me for me and not for what you think i am.i am neither innocent nor evil...i realise things and i know it yet i do not have the grace of saying it out.Do not act like you know me because you don't at all.Don't try to impose ur ideas on me..they are urs to keep for i will not appreciate you for that.to earn my respect you got to stop being so contridicting...follow what you preach.think back of the things u did and tell me how else can i trust u again.
like a fallen leaf
withered and torn
not meant to be missed
people stepping on and across it
forgetting it's true beauty
for they only see what is in front of them
never looking back at the past to appreciate it
Y 1:36 AM
