Wednesday, December 01, 2004
lili is getting so tempermental these days that i am getting scared to talk to her much.She can be like smiling and the very next minute go all quiet and angry.It's scary and i don't know how to deal with it.It is okie if she do it once in a while but every time.....i'm getting tired of it already....
i am super disappointed with xiu xia.i ask her to accompany me to the library to find my ring and even though i kinda beg her she is like refuse and says like it's nothing....and hey man she wasn't even doing work,watching some movie.....so selfish of her...i am really sick of everything so i think i should not give her any more chance....from this time onwards i will no longer compromise and accompany her to places.And when we went to sakinah's house,i ignore her...i think i should pull away from this friendship before i start to hate her....
sakinah was really a sweetie and she kept asking me what is wrong although intially i kept insisting that nothing is wrong.And i kinda cry a little bit....It is sooooo stress and everything that has happen today isn't pleasant at all.And the science today bascially kills me and i feel so stupid and so inferior and stupid and stupid when i couldn't understand what the heck the website is talking about...it was only when i went to the library to borrow the books den i was able to understand.And benny was like asking me are u ok u look so stress.and i like reply very coldly yah of course watever.lucky his rj question isn't as difficult as last week's one(even though it looks like very difficult).So i guess my day basically improve from the moment sakinah ask me if i am okie till now.
me and sakinah was like gossiping and she was like saying i used to think that u have a crush on daniel and that u and him might have something going on cause the way he talk to you is weird.and she says like sometimes i feel facilitators might be interested in you and i go no way.....seriously i think NO WAY!!!!
I totally bond with all the people that went to sakinah and dian's house(dian 1 ,dian 2,nor,nurul,huda,derick,xue qian,yishan,andy,masturah)...it's so fun
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