But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoy
Dearest, I've decided that my coach isn't that bad after all.In fact he can be lotsa fun and humourous during the training.And the thing is he is dead patience with me.As ya know i do know even know the basic and he was so professional and nice to teach me.And i tell ya he is super good man.He can spot my mistake exactely from like the other side of the court.And within that 2 1/2 hr of training,i actually know and can remember all the things that he teach and i can feel myself like improving(which is really cool).Actually all he want us is to be committed that all andI'm getting more and more excited about the trainings(cause he made it so fun).And i really do hope that i make it to the school team....so before i can achieve that,i gotta train hard for that opportunity.Well i am not sure if i am talented enough but if i set a goal for myself,i can stay more focus and committed.=) Oh yeah one more thing,i just log in to LEO and i discover that Aldrin Ho is gonna facilitates our progamming classes and thanks to Eric, i learn that he is an egoistic,stern,mean and unfair facilitator.Sounds like all the combination for a bad facilitator is in.Bravo man!My progamming grades is gonna go down once again(i can predict that.shucks!)I better not slack in class anymore man.Semster two is getting more and more tedious.Time to buck up.heave ho heave ho!!! Among my three cca(go,drama and tennis) my main focus is on tennis then drama and lastly go.I don't know why man but i just isn't in the mood to really practice go recently.Maybe it has to do with the people over there.I used to be so close to them and it actually kinda make the training fun but since now i am not like close or even talking term(towards alex),i just find it sucha drag to be there.And one thing that is i think this time it's for real.I no longer misses them like those previous times and like today i don't even have the desire to make that extra effort to talk to them.Don't get me wrong,if they speak to me i will reply back but this friendship has already broken and ya know what they say sometimes a too broken friendship cannot be mend.Guess this applys to this.In fact i feel like some sort of freedom after breaking away from them.I feel that i can be myself and i don't have to care about what i say in front of them.Isn't it so weird?I used to truly think that we all can be friends forever and that i will always miss them no matter wat but it turns out not.I really appreciate all that they've done for me and i will always be grateful towards them for them but all that is in the past.I am so glad i can pass this so needless to say i am kinda in a good mood now=) Oh yeah my friends all used to ask me what is my criteria for a mate and i always answer don't know(hey i really don't know okie!) but i know what i don't like/dislike/hate about guys.Here it goes(beware: it's a pretty long list)
1)guys with ugly fingers 2)guys with long fingernails 3)arrogant guys 4)egoistic guys 5)guys that don't have a healthy and good sense of humour 6)guys with no vision 7)guys with bad breath(ugh pls get away from me ) 8)guys who are like really really OVERLY STICKY 9) guys who are like only into the physical thingy and no patience for the emotional thingy(cause i am totally vice versa and will not tolerate the former) 9)to be continue.......
Hey wait i DO know what kind of guys will impress me and get my good feeling.
1)guys who love animals 2)guys who are kind 3)intelligent but NOT ARROGANT guys(that is really hard cause it usually comes together) 4)insensitive guys(As in really cluless and hurting guys...GET LOST!) 5)desperate guys(ugh believe me they can be so thick skin and so diguesting) 6)humourous guy 7)let me be myself without critizing me too much 8)guys who are chaivary and gentleman(Oooo) 9)able to carry out a conversation 10)guys who are not so conscious of their own looks 11)guys that do special thing once in a while that will really warmth my heart 12)it will be a bonus if he can sing well and play something 13)a guy who is willing to like go nature walking with me(cause that is one of my many fav activities) 14)to be continue........
