tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84527312011-04-22T12:41:05.702+08:00But for the sake of a little mouthful of flesh we deprive a soul of the sun and light, and of that proportion of life and time it had been born to enjoysecretivehamsternoreply@blogger.comBlogger1901100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-38346123729825069862007-11-04T22:58:00.000+08:002007-11-05T08:13:02.209+08:00

Dear LL,This is a letter for you and is the last. I think what you’ve written on your blog about me is really mean.If you ask me do I think I am in the wrong? I would still give the same answer I don’t think so. If it’s just about the text seriously I have already explain why. It’s not as if I do it on purpose. I am really busy with my school and it’s troublesome to log in online to text

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-6028879300987620762007-10-12T12:53:00.000+08:002007-10-12T13:28:35.449+08:00

He says:jus wanna tell u tt..He says:from tt day when u msg me tt i hv no chance for 2 times, one time in sch another in hp, and once not telling me if i hv any chance on the third time due to maybe u don wanna hurt me and last time upon telling me tt u hv someone tt u like is in ur company when u're in singapore, i somehow know it's not possible for me to even get close to u... and telling

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-65105966168028108912007-09-24T18:35:00.000+08:002007-09-24T18:36:17.134+08:00

ppl if u want me to continue blogging...leave some comment..it's getting increasingly boring..

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-12205168228541755962007-09-24T18:11:00.000+08:002007-09-24T18:22:34.812+08:00

Due to popular demand....ok actually just one( cheryl ) i decided to post up how i look.I dunno why they say i look slimmer but i seriously don't think so...and no everyone i did not slim down due to stress of homework.In fact i have not being doing much.....i ought to stop procrastinating....

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-62067507868401621152007-09-13T19:15:00.000+08:002007-09-13T19:17:29.094+08:00

Wah i think i have officially gone mad!!!!!!!! i am actually listening to thishttp://service.5k3g.com/BizMMS/MMSSend.aspx?type=tring&id=10195&uid=10936 and i discover it brings me joy.I gotta close that darn ie window.Ok i better go watch some jap drama now

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-79745154102384269122007-09-07T00:37:00.000+08:002007-09-07T00:59:47.348+08:00

Ok it's 2.38am now and i am still not in bed...I have spend almost half of the day fidgting and another half of the day trying to get my internet protocol week 1-6 powerpoint slides in my head.I can say that am only half successful.Argh it's my mid year tomorrow and i am dead ashamed of myself for not studying earlier..It's like i always always procrastinate.Although i could most probably do more

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-21600585235944396722007-09-02T11:18:00.000+08:002007-09-02T11:37:40.020+08:00

It was the riverfest yesterday.When to watch a spectacular display of fireworks that lasted for about 30 min.We went to Wen's rooftop to watch it with like bbq meat and bread and alcohol.Didn't really eat much cause it's all meat.And the lovely cookies and cream ice cream was untouched cause we kinda forget about it.Boo hoo to my lovely rainbown sprinkes, ice cream cone and the bulls cookies and

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-54507962961771626572007-08-24T10:57:00.000+08:002007-08-24T11:02:58.941+08:00

Sometimes i feel like that green skittles...Surrounded by people but nonetheless a bit lonely..Sometimes..................

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-81344350220863118132007-08-24T09:34:00.000+08:002007-08-24T11:17:34.251+08:00

I ought to stop being so guarded.....Ugh btw it has being raining for days and my gap shoe has be reduced to a soft squashy state....and i think it stinks!!! The rain is suppose to be really good for brisbane especially there's a water drought.And it has become increasingly cold these days because of it.Yet oddly enough i think i have kinda become accustom to it.In fact i am always out with my

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-43071696018032070352007-08-23T21:37:00.000+08:002007-08-23T21:38:50.392+08:00

I did a tarot reading online cause i was kinda depress about it...it bothered me for quite a while but hey i think it really did hit the spot....anyway i made up with him kinda...and we decided to let nature take it's course..and if we aren't closer friends then before then so be it..FRIENDSHIP - The World THE WORLD AND FRIENDSHIP: A new cycle begins and all those friends who have not

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-17227858315734277242007-08-12T15:46:00.000+08:002007-08-12T16:50:37.194+08:00

It has being sucha long time since i updated...being busy playing and well not really with studies.But! I have turn over a new leaf since yesterday onwards.I even went back to the school to do my enterprise system (sap workbook).I aim to finish the whole book by this coming week...if i do well i would have a confirm 20% of my total grade.I hope to get high grades for this module because well

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-67145345384488741982007-07-23T22:54:00.000+08:002007-07-23T22:55:07.947+08:00

oh yea i forget to add on.....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.Thanks and good nite

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-53810769390759236752007-07-23T20:25:00.000+08:002007-07-23T22:53:19.743+08:00

This is where i will walk past ( Mt Gravatt Park ) if i wanna go west end to do my grocery shopping.I heard there is this very cheap vegetable shop from terence.Haven't yet explore it but will do so on wednesday.Anyway yesterday i decided to do some exploring around without a map which proves to be a very very very wrong move.Oh yea i didn't go harbourtown with them cause i don't feel like

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-56945208845888358852007-07-21T15:49:00.000+08:002007-07-21T16:34:00.339+08:00

I meet some singaporean people yesterday.To be precise um it's 5 guys and 5 girls.Two of them are from rp which terence went to know them from his frd.And so this guy bryan invited us to his house to hang out with the rest of the singaporean people.So we all exchange numbers.Actually it's more like they ask for my number and i give...if they never ask i also nv ask from them which is a bad

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-18467738613075772852007-07-20T15:04:00.000+08:002007-07-20T16:32:52.841+08:00

My lesson timetableThe new pet ( i don't have a name for it yet)snacks from kel and shawn softboard that kel is proud of....XDhangers from kel....i think he and shawn must have given me almost 40 or so hangersgreen tea from da jie.the pocket tissues in front are from kelThe package that shone from within and of course made my daymy lv wallet and lesport sac bags from da jieum the resort at bryon

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-26957505141532393342007-07-20T13:26:00.001+08:002007-07-20T16:33:18.017+08:00

Today's a happy happy day for me because i receive sooooo many stuff and i recieved my long waited package from my sister.I love my sister...............ahahhahaha.....she sent me facial wash, pantyliner,socks,lesport sac makeup pouch, a lesport pouch , a lesport sac bag, lv wallet, my home clothes and shorts,soap,green tea( they don't sell those around here), pocket tissue, stockings,vcd,my

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-41056739543877350902007-07-16T09:14:00.000+08:002007-07-16T09:33:53.627+08:00

stuffed owlturtle skelton...so cool rite..i finally see how it is like.koala ( reminds me of coco crunch ) um actually i forget what kinda animal is that....but who cares juz as long it look cute. cutie dugong ( i notice my comment to each photo is getting lamer and lamer ) the parrot that is extinct...thus they have this... reminds me of my cat... this exhibition is like so realistic.....the

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-15129214858711808032007-07-08T15:08:00.000+08:002007-07-08T15:09:22.982+08:00

This is my fat and fluffy quilt.....it's really an essential thing to have during the bitter winter...despite the myth and legend, fats DOES NOT REALLY keep you warm..Yea there you have it..anyother myth dismissed...my moving bunny which is the apple of my eye and i hug it to sleep everyday...and the GOSSIP MAGAZINE i can borrow in the library...they allow 20 books or dvds or cds or in

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-27100010845640268412007-06-24T02:41:00.000+08:002007-06-25T12:02:05.437+08:00

Group : ZoonimalsMembers : Panda Lin LinBear Ryl Ryl Kangaroo Li LiEstablish : June 24th 2007 (Sunday)Motto: Whatever that desire us and celebrate yearly aniverserySong Phrase :zoonimals zoonimals oh zoonimals are where three nimals form....panda lin lin , bear ryl ryl , kangaroo li li....they are up to no good and loves to take photo in the toliet....ching ching ching there goes the click of

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-6205906208221386722007-06-24T01:54:00.000+08:002007-06-24T02:29:27.915+08:00

I went out with lili to Gyu-Kun Japanese Resturant at UE2..it has being a long waited trip.We had loads of fun and we even went to Haigen Daz to share a triple ice-cream.Anyway i hope lili likes the food at the jap resturant....but i think we both agree that the ambience of the place is a really nice one...In fact the whole of clarke quay and boat quay is very beautiful lit up at night and i love

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-65217877473252961752007-06-22T00:52:00.000+08:002007-06-22T01:30:44.270+08:00

The days are getting closer and closer for my study trip to brisbane...I will miss my family ( although they think i wun) , xiaobudian, cheryl, lili and the rest of my friends.....But i am really gald i have become increasingly close with lili and i can see that she feels the same way too by the secrets she share with me and the things she tell me.I wanna tell her that i will always be here for

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-69196153697771624872007-05-12T00:14:00.000+08:002007-05-12T01:05:53.105+08:00

taken from the boss's office...a splendid view opposite This is the present i gotIt has being so long since i update...Haha....And boy, loads of thing happen......There are too many subject to cover today...I'll go two at a day to make up for the time lost!----------Topics Of Today----------------1) My sad love life2)My jobFirstly, i sorta have a crush on this guy but as the days goes pass i

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1167508457706964582006-12-31T03:43:00.000+08:002006-12-31T03:54:17.716+08:00

Maybe I am a bit eccentric and hard to understand but that doesn't mean i am impossible to.They just find it too bothersome and assume that i am kind and nice that i won't mind anything.That i laugh and smile too much that they forget i'll cry like anyone,have mood swings like anyone.That if i explain they'll think i am being unreasonable,demanding,spoilt........all these negative thoughts but

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1167410788622127582006-12-30T00:43:00.000+08:002006-12-30T00:46:28.636+08:00

Ｄ 　　■性格基因 　　你是個執著樂觀的人，對人生的看法充滿熱忱和幾分難得的孩子氣。重視情感的你很容易被打動，正因為如此，經常受制於人情壓力，且因為情感付出太多，最後被毫無保留 的傷害而深感痛苦不已。你的想法單純，不夠世故是你的優點，也是缺點。任何事情都是一體兩面，你的善良成為他人利用你的拿不出主見，受到他人看法影響而搖擺不定，會影響學習與工作，甚至是愛情運。你的妥協多半是沒有必要的，因為天真而受創，也難以博得他人的同情。 　　■生命路線 　　你需要更理性地厘清自己的需要，不要順著感情做判斷和過日子。你已經耗費很多時間與心力在成就他人，和滿足自己的情緒感動，剩下來的時間，你應該學著為自己訂出原則。保持生命的熱忱很重要，但請不要忘了也要善待自己，過濾朋友和予取予求的家 人，或是與情人保持距離，是你要加強的務實理性生存態度，千萬不要過分燃燒自己，最後只是為了照亮他人。

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1164542060443444532006-11-26T19:16:00.000+08:002006-11-26T19:54:20.566+08:00

xia*♥GωЄnniЄ~♫♪ OMG MOMO THE MONKEY! says: anyway it's meow meow that told us working with u is hard at 1st lo!xiaalrightxiaso there is something i duno nowxialets just stop i cant talk to u anymore. i'll do my part of de fyp and thanks for telling dem abt out teamxiaand pls if theres anythign i wish if u do not interfere anymore, i'll talk to dem my selfmeow meowwell xiu xiameow meowit's true

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1162745107558963972006-11-06T00:16:00.000+08:002006-11-06T00:45:07.580+08:00

forgetful lw says:when one lies, he or she wudnt tink hes wrong.. he wud give excuses!.. he or she would say sth like... becos of ur characters or becos of blah blah.. i lied..forgetful lw says: hahameow meow : I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies says:haha yea to cover their ass!!forgetful lw says:but stimesforgetful lw says:u gotta stand in their perspective toomeow meow : I'm dying to

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1162211871950646872006-10-30T19:17:00.000+08:002006-10-30T20:41:55.826+08:00

I am feeling better now.Didn't have school so didn't go to school.But me, my sister and my brother brought the xiaobudian to the vet.We were thinking of a name for budian because we're all embrassed to tell the animal clinic that it's name is xiaobudian.At first we think of calvin,titus,roger blah blah.Den we settled for the name pudding cause it is the closest to budian.So there you have it, we

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1162140655838928732006-10-30T00:48:00.000+08:002006-10-30T01:08:00.946+08:00

Suddenly i find all of them irritating....i don't wanna see them...i don't wanna talk to them.Ugh i need peace can! ALL CAN GO N DIE.DO not talk to me unless I give you the permission to do so.add: i feel so much better after crying...maybe all i need is a good rest

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1162062493139199282006-10-29T02:25:00.000+08:002006-10-29T03:08:13.216+08:00

So many things had happened and as you can see there are certain things i cannot blog down and there are so many lazy moments.Me and yf fight because to me he just don't seem to care.Maybe you'll think it's selfish of me to expect more than what he can give to me but i feel why the double standard.If you can be so nice to others why can't you do the same to me?Am i any less than them?I don't

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1161189944617975712006-10-18T23:54:00.000+08:002006-10-19T00:45:44.700+08:00

I went back to school for fyp and i've being a terrible person cause i gave everyone attitude...why u may ask? The answer is really silly---- cause i am not feeling particularly happy then for some reason they just irks me so i told ivan that well nvm we'll not join them for breakfast.Yifeng was niceeee he came over and ask me if i want a drink although i ignore him.Ly was a darling...He was the

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1161186779712707682006-10-18T23:43:00.000+08:002006-10-18T23:52:59.726+08:00

OMG I LOVEEEEEEEEE THIS TWO RING FROM MARK AND SPENCER...BUT DUN HAVE MY SIZE..OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I SO WANNA BUY THEM....MAYBE GO ORCHARD BRANCH TO GO CHECK IT OUT ASAP.......MY EYE SPARKLES WHEN I SAW THEM...IT WAS DEFINATELY LOVEEEEE AT FIRST SIGHT....UGHHHH I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM.....ONLY $35 EACH...PLATINUM COATED...UGH UBER FABULOUS...I'M SCARED I WON'T BE ABLE TO GO TO BED

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1159896853204974992006-10-04T01:02:00.000+08:002006-10-04T01:34:13.616+08:00

Ok soooooooo many things happened and sooooooo many things to update...I am really lazy about it but i guess i do it in point formbon treating me breakfast on thursday because i help him to sorta be ok with his classyifeng bought me cup corn n tuna wrap and bring it to my class because they didn't ask me to go breakfast with them on a day.So I got mad and refuse to talk to them until yifeng kept

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1157558676553764702006-09-06T23:55:00.000+08:002006-09-07T00:04:36.566+08:00

Thank You Ivan for this lovely gift.It is actually a musical merrygoround that when you wind it up, the air plans will turn round and round with melody.It is really really gorgeous and it calms my soul or so.I feel quite shitty now especially after i rejected him.......But thank you again.=)At least this is one thing that made my day after steve irwin's death and my brother got into major major

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1157384767140941582006-09-04T23:33:00.000+08:002006-09-04T23:51:21.096+08:00

I had the biggest shock of my life when i log in to yahoo this evening.Steven Irwin is dead.A stingray's barb went up into his cheast and put a hole into his heart.At first i thought it's a sick sad joke or something like that.It was so sudden and sad.I am still trying to come in terms with it.He'll be greatly missed by people who like and supports him.I always remember him as the very daredevil

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1156700103602775212006-08-28T01:08:00.000+08:002006-08-28T01:35:03.616+08:00

I am never a fan of pooh bear.My memory of pooh bear stops at the theme song : oh oh oh winnie the pooh and how do you do.oh everybody seems to know that you're winnie the pooh...and the rest i can't remember.My knowledge of pooh bear stops at he is a bear and he loves honey, he has friends like the piglet,tigger and a baby kangaroo.He most probably have a lot more friends and is more exciting

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1156518637817100912006-08-25T22:57:00.000+08:002006-08-25T23:10:37.833+08:00

It has being soooo long since i blog.....and clean my room(like 5 weeks)...My room was in a mess, spiders are forming their own happy family up the walls, dust are frolicking around my floor.I almost fell and slip in my own room countless times cause the floor is littered with my hair and dust making the floor slippery.Yet i didn't care about it for almost 5 weeks cause of fyp, school and plain

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1154623440723550562006-08-04T00:43:00.000+08:002006-08-04T01:00:56.876+08:00

Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To Cheryl Happy Birthday To Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.... Muacksssssssssssssssssssssssssssss Hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssss Throw lucky dust all over u heyz cheryl it's your birthday today n i wish u happy birthday...we shall have lunch tmr though the module tmr will kill me most probably...I hope i have being the best friend that you ever

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1150557485381081462006-06-17T22:25:00.000+08:002006-06-17T23:18:05.456+08:00

It's the second time i see dead animals on the road.Both head were gone and as the car went past their carcass,their body flew up slightly for the wind generated by the vicious car causes that.I think seeing dead animals is one of the world's most depressing thing.People might beg to differ because to them animals are just animals.But to me animals are life and i feel deeply about them.I don't

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1149354619675185212006-06-04T00:38:00.000+08:002006-06-04T01:10:19.773+08:00

I've been in and out of favour with lady luck I gotta tell you I've seen things i never wanted to see I've got to get back on my feet I feel like i've been sleeping Sweet, sweet time Has been a real good friend of mine Waiting for that change of season Oh the winter's been so long Searching for that rhyme or reason You've just got to Move on Hold it together, move on Life's so short, move on Only

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1149262436830799672006-06-02T22:51:00.000+08:002006-06-02T23:33:56.906+08:00

Loads of crap happened the past few days so was feeling too tired to blog.But oh well now that everything is over we all got to move on.Let's see what shall i blog about today.Ok, i shall allow myself to comment about her and her boyfriend for the last time(i hope).Firstly i don't hate either of them.Maybe intitally i was but it dissolve away very soon.I guess it's more of dislike than

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148829399141381382006-05-28T23:05:00.000+08:002006-05-28T23:16:39.236+08:00

Well well i would never know you think this way about me.But thank lord(if there is one) for the person who showed me your blog.Well really i am disgusted with you.You think you are so good in every aspect.But no! You are one of the grossest people i've ever met.Luckily i have nothing to do with you.I don't even recognise you in my class man.And about stella you sucks.It's your problem now.So

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148697365397994582006-05-27T10:32:00.000+08:002006-05-27T10:39:23.013+08:00

This is really depressing.I only realise it gone when i reach my room from school.Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.It's a pretty pair of nice gorgeous earing...Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148574924690274262006-05-25T23:41:00.000+08:002006-05-26T00:35:24.776+08:00

I am feeling random now so I shall type random things1)there are some people that are just with u as long as you keep deep contact with them and once you don't both of you drift apart fast without feeling much pity from each side.But then again there are some friends that you don't have to see everyday or talk everyday but somehow between both of you,they know everything is stil alright.2)People

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148488204381650492006-05-25T00:28:00.000+08:002006-05-25T00:30:04.416+08:00

Words Of WisdomJust leave them mesmerised, give their eyes a picture to play with,And you will be so surprised at how much you can get away with!Long as you're lookin' good!

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148308983564015462006-05-22T21:59:00.000+08:002006-05-24T18:26:52.086+08:00

I deleted what i wrote above before i regret it in the future cause it's really silly to write about them like them.and i did something i sorta regret.i told this friend of mine about the guy i used to fancy.oh well i just hope she'll keep it entirely to herself.Btw OMG MY FRIENDS ARE LIKE IN LOVE OR IN A RELATIONSHIP(AT LEAST MOST OF THEM ARE)LIKE SUDDENLY EVERYONE MAN.IT'S THE MATING SEASON

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1148306293224131652006-05-22T21:22:00.000+08:002006-05-22T21:58:14.446+08:00

I've decide to trust horoscope a bit more.Have being checking out horoscope of people i care about.Mmmm actually that not very true.Ok fine i admit.I've only being checking horscope of the two guy i fancy.Cannot is it!!It's a white lie k.But anyway i realise i can't really click with cancerian people.Ok you see i have this three close cancerian friend but as the months go by they are sorta like

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1147232654694580792006-05-10T11:40:00.000+08:002006-05-10T11:44:14.703+08:00

You! Stop talking bad about me.No matter what you do i'll still dislike you.In fact the more you do the more i dislike me.Stop creeping me out.I treat you with fair amount of kindness and you twisted it.Very well then I shall do as i please towards you from now onwards.Do you have any idea that i get creep out when i see you.Just makes me wanna run the opposite direction.I can't no longer force

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1146987641029724002006-05-07T15:40:00.000+08:002006-05-07T15:40:41.030+08:00

I will blog soon...maybe later or maybe a few days time.....

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1146987546108749242006-05-07T15:37:00.000+08:002006-05-07T15:39:06.116+08:00

Please do not read my blog if i have not given you the permission to do so.It's an intrusion of privacy.People if you have read my blog please tag.Thank you.

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past experience:directly pour out your feeling, crisis in the relationship, continue the relationship with a revival feeling, signs for separation, void of feeling, crisis between the lovers, may get frustrationpresent condition:respectable lover, cautious to the relationship, deep and great love, marriage through match making, good marriage, relationship though match making, a partner of a safe

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1145612209542298622006-04-21T17:23:00.000+08:002006-04-21T17:36:49.586+08:00

Being a week in school already.So far classes have being sorta good.Nice classmates cept that they like to laugh at me for not much reason.It's always me and another girl in the class and the rest are guys.I felt really weird and so dread to go school everyday.But now that after a week i am sorta used to it already.I give up protesting cause it isn't gonna change anything much.The faci ask the

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1144815596046517452006-04-12T12:14:00.000+08:002006-04-12T12:19:56.060+08:00

'When one sees a mountain, one wants to climb to the top,'my father wrote.'But once you are there,it is only to discover that the mountain has disappeared,you don't see it anymore.'At first I mistook him for a coward for taking his own life,but I now sense that he survived as long as he could,struggling against a constant feeling of being unfit for this world.Having prolonged his life,he made the

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1144343357759390632006-04-07T00:54:00.000+08:002006-04-07T01:09:17.843+08:00

Great cause everyone seems to be mad at me.Am i wrong for saying what i really think.And i can't it if i am too straighforward and that i fight for what i believe in.I think that's the main reason why i always get into trouble or quarrel with people.It's really not my fault nor my wish to be like this.Please please let the world disappear from my eyes just for a day because i need to leave.I feel

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1144176074679442032006-04-05T02:22:00.000+08:002006-04-05T02:41:14.756+08:00

I found my diarys.Amazingly i actually wrote enough to cover five books.How long have i being writing in them i don't know.Reading bits and pieces of them certainly brings back memories.I don't think i could ever write like that again.The things i write,the things i paste inside to preserve my past,the pictures that i draw and the name i gave to my diary.I realise i've grown up really.And as you

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1144081331192441992006-04-03T23:15:00.000+08:002006-04-04T00:25:20.866+08:00

I was watching art's central and saw this programme about body modification.They talk about tattos,piercing,branding(like using hot iron to create a bump/scar on ur skin) and corset.Course i am not really interested in those stuff cept corset.The women that wore corset in the show had like um 20 inches wasit.I mean seriously that is amazing.That you just wear some metal thingy around your waist

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143996113557430492006-04-03T00:26:00.000+08:002006-04-03T00:41:53.753+08:00

DJ play that music louder pleaseAlthough we two are together I miss youeven though you are near Boy I miss youJust a little bit Baby (the cold crush lover is here)Maybe Maybe (the meteor's flowin this year)Before you change your mind Rock with you today as well, like this, With youEverywhere, just a little, and then until the morning uh uh uh in this atomosphereDon't know why this love gotta be

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143906309523772042006-04-01T23:22:00.000+08:002006-04-01T23:45:09.610+08:00

There are so many things going through my head that i don't know where should i start.Maybe i am just tired.Just need to sleep to clear all the troubles out of my headAiyah i am lazy to type...I go online shopping first.Own u one entry k.Tata

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143544639996189632006-03-28T18:32:00.000+08:002006-03-28T19:17:20.070+08:00

Sometimes you think you might know your close buddies but then again never be too sure.X told me she being rape last last Christmas.I didn't know and i couldn't tell.Never would i had suspected anything if she didn't say.I was a bit mad at her for not telling us earlier but then again of course i can respect this.I just sorta regret for not being there for her when she need someone.Haha i sound

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143298904647267702006-03-25T22:58:00.000+08:002006-03-25T23:01:44.646+08:00

I never could figure why would i ever get 12 visit to my blog a day.Firstly I don't think i even give 12 people(that much) my blog address.Secondly I try to keep my blog as unnoticable as possible.Thirdly the things i write in here are certainly boring craps and unless you are obsessed with my life or me you wouldn't wanna sit down and read through.I am bewildered.

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143298699778567652006-03-25T22:37:00.000+08:002006-03-25T22:58:19.840+08:00

Ten Random Things You Might Not Know About Me1)I care too much sometimes what people said about me2)I think too much at times therefore would overreact3)When i get really really bored,i'll cut my hair to kill boredom4)My intuition are AT TIMES ONLY pretty good5)I always do stupid things at time that even myself would disapprove after the whole thing6)I always try to keep my feelings rational(but

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143211531667647592006-03-24T21:45:00.000+08:002006-03-24T22:45:31.736+08:00

The photos from Puala Ubin

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143204685108381202006-03-24T20:39:00.000+08:002006-03-24T21:05:00.360+08:00

Here are the various photos taken at ikea

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1143202711014573962006-03-24T19:27:00.000+08:002006-03-24T20:21:43.313+08:00

Let's see.I am sorta forcing myself to update because i've drag this for days.Since i am waiting for my 9pm drama show might as well do something right.Went cycling at puala ubin with justin and leonard.Um don't ask me why i started talking to leonard again.Sick of fighting with him.So if he treats me nicely so will i but if he doesn't i'll ignore him.It's easier on myself this way.I've got nine

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1142520463147717902006-03-16T22:12:00.000+08:002006-03-16T22:59:50.023+08:00

Paying for not studying much as a result i failed my basic theory test.5th of May again.Gosh i really didn't think i'll pass cause i seems to be able to do every question.Imagine my utter disappointment and shockness when i saw tat i've failed.Seriously i don't know which question i've done wrong.They should reflect this in the test system and they should show how much we've scored.Then at least

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1142429123174016902006-03-15T20:56:00.000+08:002006-03-15T22:00:07.546+08:00

I really shouldn't be watching tv now and i really should get started on reading my basic theory book.I really shouldn't be typing all these down but oh well it shouldn't matter much.It'll be a short one.What I like About Guysresponsiblecaring(but not overly)gives me my freedomsmartsemi good looking (don't have much faith in too good looking kind cuz they are jerk material)have his own group of

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141581859390898572006-03-06T02:04:00.000+08:002006-03-06T02:04:22.170+08:00

um yea can tell what the picture is talking abt rite

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141581246264453822006-03-06T01:54:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:54:07.860+08:00

sy- a very nice girl actually.i like it when she smile.intially don't like her that much cuz she seems snooty.k-very cheerful n crazy kinda babej-nice nice girl..thought she is like the mean kind but nopez i was wrong...considerate too.=)

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141580514908971002006-03-06T01:41:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:41:54.913+08:00

got to ur local supermarket and get a comparision on how big the onion really is by obtaining on of those dishwashing thingy.

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141580331404388652006-03-06T01:38:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:38:51.410+08:00

This is like when i am dead bored waiting for xuan to come out of the toliet while she was ACTUALLY READING HER DARN POEMS SITTING IN THE CUBICLE.i had time to take 7 picture and choose the best 3 out of them.This was how long i waited=(

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141580147814465942006-03-06T01:35:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:35:47.820+08:00

i am very nice to you already.of all the seven pictures i took with you this is like the best and i don't care cuz i am determin to put up a pic.

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141579908834655952006-03-06T01:31:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:31:48.933+08:00

As you can see i am very nice to censor the eye to protect the identity of two innoncent people.

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1141579089855696402006-03-06T00:57:00.000+08:002006-03-06T01:18:12.073+08:00

Some quick updates about my life1) Had a mix double with the ivp group and my group people.The weird thing is that out of like seven match, i was partner with this same guy for like four times.And the weirdest thing is that no matter how carefully i choose the card number, i got him.Maybe i shouldn't had said i want to partner with him at the start.And the weirdest thing is that out of the four

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1140881675417514112006-02-25T23:23:00.000+08:002006-02-25T23:34:35.450+08:00

The following is just a rant from me to leonard y.j.f:You sucks to the core because you have gone too far this time.How dare you ask me to go tennis today(10.30am) and sms me only at 12.30pm saying you just woke up and your alarm didn't ring.How dare you dismiss this as a small thing by saying hahahaha at least there are others there to play wif u=).How dare you even reply back :i din't even tok

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1139748608573481572006-02-12T20:12:00.000+08:002006-02-12T20:50:11.326+08:00

Oh gosh i think kim and geraldine is like soooooooo attractive(at least to me now).I just think that girls who are like very guyish are very attractive.Like there is a sorta charm that revovles around them.But so far i have not like any girls that are like lesbian in real life.Gosh i wonder if i am bi subconsciously.But i don't think so i mean i like them and think about it but if some les is to

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1137609694914186612006-01-19T02:16:00.000+08:002006-01-19T02:41:34.973+08:00

I am feeling much calmer then my previous entry.It's 2.19am.I have class tomorrow and i can't sleep.Not so much because my mind is burden with all the troubles but merely because i had a five hour nap.I realise that social life is so very important and beneficial to one.That i swear i am going to try to be cherry and mingle around more.I must be one of those most introvert gemini around this

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1137419487519657872006-01-16T21:35:00.000+08:002006-01-16T21:51:27.550+08:00

I think bascially nothing excites me anymore.I used to be someone who'll get hyper even at the slightest thing..but not anymore these days.Being spending a lot of time away from my friends and i love it.It's just me and myself which is tension revealing.I think these time spent apart from them made me reevaulate stuff.Maybe i am asking for too much or whatever but i feel my friendship with them

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1130173913431900232005-10-25T01:11:00.000+08:002005-10-25T01:11:53.436+08:00

Dark Archer-> Dun make me MAD. I ll Slice u with ma shark FIN!!! says:Tom come to school got examDark Archer-> Dun make me MAD. I ll Slice u with ma shark FIN!!! says:okmeow meow: it's murder on the dancefloor says:heyzmeow meow: it's murder on the dancefloor says:so mean lar uDark Archer-> Dun make me MAD. I ll Slice u with ma shark FIN!!! says:how comemeow meow: it's murder on the dancefloor

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1129566884340167692005-10-18T00:14:00.000+08:002005-10-18T00:34:44.396+08:00

My life feels empty...It's like i don't know what am i doing all these things for?i feel stress up about drama because i make so many mistake day by day..and it's stressing for me because i did what i could at that point of time.Yet i guess maybe my advisors or the drama members don't see it.i feel sorta unappreciated.being secetary is no easy job and definately stressing.i don't mind actually if

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1128870669090404462005-10-09T23:08:00.000+08:002005-10-09T23:11:09.096+08:00

-took up reading again(but nt so serious sort)-will take up go again-am really gald because being spending lunch time wif eric,xiu xia,cheryl,stella and lili.i really thought that we'll all be lost in our own space and time and certainly i was about to give up when all the series of lunching happens.Do you think it's so weird that every time we are about to give up all hopes and that someone from

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1127658281262002442005-09-25T22:09:00.000+08:002005-09-25T22:24:41.306+08:00

Just so freaking bored now.Dunno what to do.I don't really feel like going to my tennis camp at all.It's going to be boring but i can't cause i am in charge of the games.What i can do is to go on tuesday..at least it won't be so bad.I got a d for my art project and i am pretty disappointed.I actually don't quite understand because miss diana said that i've improve compared to my last project and

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1125767791615224752005-09-04T01:13:00.000+08:002005-09-04T01:16:31.623+08:00

Asylum. says:wel wel..strange hw sme thngs remnds us of thngs i almst thot i forgotmeow meow:mmm=)Asylum. says:tell me th truth on this one k...u feelng alrght thse days?meow meow says:huhmeow meow says:y?????Asylum. says:hmm..u js dont seem lke ur old happy smiley knd smetimesmeow meow:wen???Asylum. says:hmmm...smeitmes wen i see uAsylum. says:mebe js tht i felt soAsylum. says:or is there

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1125683326705040602005-09-03T01:47:00.000+08:002005-09-03T01:48:46.710+08:00

I don't know if I told you But I'm seeking sanctuary You never guess the things that I do I've had the devil 'round for teaDon't you know that I'm here beside you Can't you see that I can't relax When I saw you in my rearview You could've stopped me in my tracksI'll be there for you when you want me to I'll stand by your side like I always do In the dead of night it'll be alright 'Cause I'll be

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1125278877630045322005-08-29T09:26:00.000+08:002005-08-29T09:27:57.636+08:00

I watch the maid yesterday with sue and man it is so scary that I scream a lot. And poor sue she had to suffer so much due to my inconsistent screaming and she said I scare her more than the movie did. And there’s this guy sitting beside me, he kept laughing and staring at me when I scream. It is kind of embarrassing really. But it is a relatively nice movie that is worth watching. Much better

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1124546307326820732005-08-20T21:26:00.000+08:002005-08-20T21:58:27.366+08:00

Gosh i am so into america's next top model that i actually went download every single episode of season 4.So i bascially don't hafta rush back home every night at 10.30 just so i won't miss the gorgeous girls.my number one favourite is kahlen and she looks so much like carmen kass when i saw her at the first episode(even the judges agree so).And i find my peace and it distracts me away from my

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1123920654235034382005-08-13T15:57:00.000+08:002005-08-13T16:10:54.306+08:00

My life is in a mess.And the worst thing is that i don't really have much idea how to make it ok.My grades are getting from B's to C's and occassionals D's.Gasp!The horror.Well well people that have known me for almost a couple of good years(like jixuan and shufen) would definately find it weird that since when i fret over school grades.Actually i am not sure too...but it's sorta like you

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1123082216891353032005-08-03T23:16:00.000+08:002005-08-03T23:16:56.896+08:00

Cheese Test: What type of cheese are you?

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121845329001263072005-07-20T15:42:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:42:09.006+08:00

my wallet(that my frds claim tat it looks like the malay cake),my hp(which i dun so desire for it) n my handwriting(tat all people complains either being too messy or small tat it kills their eyes)...blah! wat loads of rubbish! 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121845253496707952005-07-20T15:40:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:40:53.546+08:00

okiez i noe my drawing sucks...duhz tat is why enrol myself in art class in the 1st place... 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844927015138742005-07-20T15:35:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:35:27.016+08:00

GIGGLE...erm lame...okie nt funny... 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844878526035472005-07-20T15:34:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:34:38.533+08:00

clicky click...am doing work!!! see!!! hello to those out there...perfect proof tat i DO WORK!!! 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844808263141582005-07-20T15:33:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:33:28.270+08:00

yawnnnnnnn......art classs can be sucha drag n bore.... 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844713629072832005-07-20T15:31:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:31:53.636+08:00

wawa,zhong min and me...zm is a happy happy guy...lame in a nice way..nice,respectful,kind n considerate....he always spreads his happy germs to me which i welcome everytime... 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844620267956152005-07-20T15:30:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:30:20.276+08:00

me n wawa staring lovely at each other...ahahhaha....those design...the did it(zhong min n erasmus) 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121844560368525352005-07-20T15:29:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:29:20.750+08:00

me.erasmus,wawa.....erasmus is really a cool guy ,nice,patient,talented,artistic,share a lot of common stuff...wheeeeeee n wawa is like everything nice n cute n v bubbly...(ignore my low cut top...nt deliberate...juz tat my darn top EXPAND after washing) 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121843090716059072005-07-20T15:04:00.000+08:002005-07-20T15:07:08.990+08:00

blah blah blah...so wat!! cannot take photos is it...humph! 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121842579435253172005-07-20T14:56:00.000+08:002005-07-20T14:56:19.440+08:00

my two close frd...love them to bitzzzzz 

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121842177247102892005-07-20T14:44:00.000+08:002005-07-20T14:49:37.253+08:00

okie...we fight n all that...but in the end everything is okie...thank you for everything that you've done for me and i really appreciate it a lot.Thanks you for always enduring my demanding n spoilt moments...thank you for pacifying me with all your remaining patience..thank you for beliving so strongly even thought a lot of time my belief wavies a lot.thank you for standing so steadfast about

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121660042491918492005-07-18T11:23:00.000+08:002005-07-18T12:14:02.536+08:00

Today's lesson is sucha drag.Sql plus Visual Basic...how sucky can it get....The whole class is soooooooo restless and majority of them are doing everything but work.It's a monday..........Grrrr sql used to be fun and all that but now with vb it just totally sucks.Let's hope that we don't hafta do this next week....but den again...everyone seems so enthusiastic except for me....i am

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121157156777783052005-07-12T14:20:00.000+08:002005-07-12T17:41:43.053+08:00

okie i think i am wayyyyyyy too harsh...i take back what i said about janice yesterday...that was really mean..That is also why i always feel sooooooooo relieve that not much people know my blog...Imagine the aftermath of my emotional outburst.....(Shiver)Sue kept asking for my blog...and so like the others but i don't wanna give because all the things i write is soooooo private and i don't wanna

secretivehamsternoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8452731.post-1121094670013377252005-07-11T23:04:00.000+08:002005-07-11T23:11:10.020+08:00

i am super disguested and pissed off with janice.Can she stop giving me or sue pressure.It's like everything she wanna know and she demands to know everything between me and sue.I dun have to report to you or whatever okie.I tried to be nice and want to work things out and always helping u all along even though u give me that kind of attitude but u have to push me this far.Enough is enough!From

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